I just hope that i can have a life like in movies that i seen, or bppks that i read. I just want my life to be that simple. Having bestfriens, meeting new people, fall in love, having fun day with the man that i loved, hearing 'babe, you' or some other nickname from my man, having fun life in college, my probelms gonna be solved easily, don't feel too burden with my own future cause i know that enerything's gonna be alright, that i will have a happy ending. Why can't we have these 'simple' life?
Not so complicated like in real world. Can i think that my life's so simple rather than people that unlucky beside me? Can i think that love can come to me when everything's ready? But, here i now. Doesn't know what preaprations i have to made to welcoming love in my life.
I'm jealous about the stories in book or movies. Who's not? Cause that can make me hope. That can make me smile without me knowing it. And i'm still accept it even if my life has become bad.
Can this real life turn into that virtual life? Cause i want to experience it too. But, i think that's too much. Cause real life is much bitter than that virtual life. And i can't change it no matter how...
That's why i only have hope in this real life.. in my life...
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