Thomas Merton once said,"Love is our true destiny. We don't find the meaning of life by ourself -alone we find it with another." Why should love be our destiny? Why can't we find love by ourselves, in our mind or in our book? For a long time, my life was quite and alone, then I fell in love. The thing was it was only me. Not him just...me. When we broke up last month, I went home and cried. I felt horrible for a week and every day, I would come to school and make my face smile. "Belle, smile." I would think "Smile." The hardest thing is that I sit at the same table as him everyday. Every moment, I wanted to be the characters in my books; I wanted us to be unstoppable. Me and him, together, against the world.
I have no idea why my mother named me Belle, I do not have beauty at all. I'm short, with large calves, brown hair, blue eyes, and not a very pretty face. I hate the way I look but I tell no one this. All my friends say I'm beautiful, but I really only have beautiful eyes. I think my mother named me Belle because she thought I was going to be a princess type girl that wears name brand clothes and nice make up but i am really the black shirt wearing geek that sits in the back corner of every room and thinks about the psychological horror that could make people die.I'm a freaky person but I don't like jump scare movies. I like the psychological horror that make you think about the worst possible thing that could happen.
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The not so perfect fairytale
Teen Fictionbelle and Charlie are two opposites and in only one story can they find how they connect with each other. belle has just broken up with her boyfriend and Charlie is going through depression and anxiety. Changing back and fourth between characters ea...