LOVE EN ROSÈ🌷

WHY?!

part 3

[ Y/N'S P.O.V]

I was walking..NO..i was running,i am running from that fear,pain and from those feeling which i don't want specially in this state.Rain has already started which is making my situation more worse i can't help but to feel more disheartened..tears helplessly rushing down from my eyes to my red heated cheeks as if its a river which can't stop even if i wanted to...& i am hating ever moment of it..i didn't know that i would ended up like this!..i mean how can that single confession for someone would affect me THIS hard..my clothes are all wet because of the unexpected rain & i forgot to bring umbrella with me as i was curious nd excited..only my face and head is under that blue wide hood helping me to cover those..i can't even walk anymore my legs are already getting numb and because of the fever i am having,i can feel the burning sensation on my head and on my cheeks as my eyes are getting blurry not because of the rain but because of those tears..i stopped at the nearest alley not having the power to walk anymore i pressed my back at the wet wall causing me to feel more coldness than before! i sitted down as that unbearable pain is taking all over my head..passer bys are staring at me like i am helpless kid,badly wanted to go home but not having a strength just to get up is the worst feeling ever..i needed HELP!!

[ JUNGKOOK P.OV ]

Already in my home laying down on my bed while staring at the ceiling i didn't know what just happened..i told y/n about my feelings for Areum but she didn't say anything nd just walk away as she was not feeling well..having a bad feelings about this matter i thought.."is she happy with it or not?".

As i was having a battle of thoughts in my mind i found my phone ringing at the side of the table i picked it up nd saw Areum's name..heart was beating kinda fast i wandered why she is calling me at this hour cuz its already midnight..i swapped my thumb on the green spot.

"jungkook?" This is the first thing i heard from the other side nd i can tell that nothing is okay.."What happened Areum? u  sounds worried..?" i asked her with a worried tone..

"I am at the hospital right now with y/n as she is not in a good state..i needed someone right now idk what to do i need ur help jungkook cuz you are the only one who i can think of at this hour!" Areum spoked up while cryinghe can feel that how much worried she is for y/n.

"I am coming! send me the location" i asked her for the location which she directly sent me after hanging up..i was abou to get up when i sudden thoughts crushed in my mind
"Am i the reason of her current state?","Is she having a hard time because of me?", "Is it because of the confession for Areum?"

I suddenly shrugged those thoughts off..i mean why is ut because if ME?! or even because of the confession? its not that she loves me or smth...

Is it?!

NO!

I got up while finally letting go of these thoughts...i grabbed my jacket cuz it was kinda cold because of the rain nd went out..

After some time I finally reached there..i was in a big chaos before like its already midnught but people are still outside enjoying theirselves nd that's why i got kinda late..i entered the hospital nd went to the receptionist i aske her for the room no which she told me after checking up her p.c..

I dont know why but..but i was feeling nervous while reaching to the room like i did smth wrong nd its all because of me...nd i know i need to stop thinking about those stuffs cuz its really not good for me..it will only bring me stress nd nothing..

When i opened the door i saw Areum was sitting beside y/n on the chair nd i cn see that worried look on her face..my eyes softened..as she saw me she suddenly stood up nd hugged me...nd i was stunned standing there..cuz her sudfen action makes me froze like an ice..