Nightmare (Jelsa Fan-Fiction)

Chapter 1

Elsa's POV (Point Of View)
I've been the Queen of Arendelle for three years now. Ever since the coronation or what's now called the 'Eternal Winter Coronation' I have had so much to do. Like Paperwork, Letters, Reading Citizen Ideas, Council, Trade Partners. All of it has been so difficult. Now I know how Ma and Pa felt. If only they were here to help me and maybe help me understand things.
"Elsa!! I just had... phew! Wow she's heavy.. I just had a scan Els!!" I heard Anna shout from outside my office. Anna got married to Kristoff a year after the coronation and it was such a beautiful ceremony, I have to admit I shed one tear and one only because it froze and made a tiny clang when it hit the ground and most people looked at me so I tried to stop crying and held them in. Now after a year of them being together Anna is pregnant, and she is doing very well for her first child.
"Need help there?" I giggled and stood up to help her sit down. I walked out and she was stood leaning her back against the wall and looking up, panting.
"Are you sure you can get through this Anna?" I said my expression becoming more worried. She looked at me and smiled.
"It's been amazing." She smiled at me and stood up and waddled over. She's eight months now and her stomach looks huge. I wonder how she even walks.
"So what have you been up to while I got a scan?" She asked and waddled inside my office. She plopped herself down on the couch I had inside the office. I smiled and sat down at my desk.
"Paperwork and trying to get a new trade partner." I said and looked down at the papers on my desk.
"Well why do we need trade partners." She asked and propped her legs up on the closest chair next to the couch.
"Well ever since we stopped being Trade Partners with Weselton we've been going sort of... downhill. You know?" I said and looked over a paper that caught my eye.
"Downhill? How?" Anna said feeling her tummy. I was still reading the paper about... 'The North Pole'?
"Well the supplies and obviously trades. They are called Trade Partners because we trade supplies needed for the kingdom and to sell stuff for money in the Kingdom so that we can survive." I explained still reading.
"We should hold a ball!" Anna said excitedly.
"No, Anna, We shouldn't hold a ball." I said looking at a different paper now.
"Why not?" She sat up and looked a bit unhappy and concerned. I looked up then and put the papers down.
"We.. Don't have enough money actually Anna. Mostly we don't have enough supplies." I say and rest my head in one hand.
"We do! We are royalty! We are basically rich!!!" Anna said, being serious.
"Anna. We may be royalty and have lots of money but ALL the money we have left is for the kingdom and not for us. Yes we have some money for us but... we can't you know?" I sighed and stood up as Anna looked down sadly.
"And you have a baby on the way so we need a Trade Partner before then." I said and walked over and hugged her gently so that I don't hurt her baby.
"I understand... but... What do we trade if we have nothing?" Anna asked as we let go of the hug.
"Ice. I can create cubes of ice and trade them. So we need a country that's sort of warmer than ours. So that they have ice for cool drinks and ice rinks to cool down and ice cream. All that. A Warm and friendly place that's helpful for trades." I say walking back and sitting down looking at more papers. I looked at one saying 'Corona'. They had a sign that was purple but had a yellow sunshine on it. Maybe that meant they're country is known for the sun! We live close to mountains which makes our Kingdom cold and that covers the sun most times. I know where Corona is and their Kingdom has no Mountains and must have a lot of sun! I must contact them. Maybe travel there! I stood up holding the Information papers. I grabbed others just in case I need them if they decline.
"Anna." I said. She looked up and smiled.
"I'm going on a trip." I say and grabbed my bag.
"Oh, Ok.... Wait... what?! Where?! How long?! Will you be back for the birth of my baby?!?!" She asked, very surprised at this, as she stood up and toddled behind me.
"I will be back in time. Its just a journey across sea." I say.
"Wait, what?!?! NO! Remember what happened to Ma and Pa?!" She said with sorrow in her eyes as she grabbed my sleeve.
"Anna. I understand it's the exact same path they where taking. I know it's dangerous but... I can freeze the sea until the storm stops. If we ever have a storm." I say and she clenched tighter on my sleeve.
"I've already lost my parents. I cant loose my sister too." Anna says with her eyes watering up.
"A-Anna... " I say and turn around and hug her. She starts to cry, all over my dress. I started crying too and this time they didn't freeze. Luckily.
"Elsa... I miss them." Anna sobs still hugging and not looking up.
"I miss them too Anna." I say and hug her tighter. I didn't want to her to be upset even more so I decided I should run across sea.
"Maybe if I run across the sea I could get there. You know like I did when I ran across the lake on my coronation but I will unfreeze the path behind me after every step just in case I freeze the full sea again." I say and let go of the hug.
"W-well be safe... I still don't like it but we need to.. for Arendelle." Anna said and had the weakest smile.
"Now why don't you go and rest... You've been carrying that little bundle everywhere, all day." I giggled to lighten her up.
"Ok. But be back in time." she giggled too and waddled out the office. I smiled to myself. I enjoy seeing my sister happy. I hope she will be happy with her little family now. it would be nice to have someone to love I expect. They Love you back and you get married and have a family. I would like that one day but nobody can because I'm cursed. Ma said it's a 'gift'. I think it's a curse but it's tradable for Arendelle.
"You will find someone someday." Anna had said that day before her wedding. I don't believe that but... maybe.. Maybe I could. I hope I can anyway... I used to like idea of being alone but now.. Loneliness scares me and it's sort of a fear of mine now after what happened.

Fear.

Not a pleasant thing.