(Info you'll need to know!
- Y/n suffers from migraines what will affect you more later on in the story
- swearing and may contain sexual content (I mean its selever how can there not~)
- gay ship (so if your homophobic kinda go fuck yourselffff)
- y/n has Anosmi (if you don't know what that is it mean you can't smell certain things like roses and newly backed cookies :( etc)
- she also suffers from depression and anxiety but I don't want to dive toooo deep into that because I don't want to upset anyone :3 )꧁꧂y/n point of view꧁꧂
I'm a 16-year-old girl... I was raised to always do as I was told.. my dad found out my mum was cheating on him.. for years apparently.. and my mum found out my dad is an abusive alcoholic yayyyyy how BLIND can they be. And of course, I'm wrapped in the middle of this all.. night after night insult after insult I hate it! I and mum are.. beaten by dad... I have so little hope but I always wake up with a smile no matter what.. and I don't know how!?-second-person y/n pov-
You got up out of bed awoken by your mums and dads shouting! It was the summer holiday! And they don't care about you so you can do whatever you want at this time. You pack a little handbag and put some pocketknives in for protection you got your phone, headphones and paracetamol (you suffer from migraines) you also get your wallet and walk out the house your parents obviously not noticing becomes there caught up in their own crapYou had no idea where you were going to go so to pass the time you listing to your music full blast your ears are probably going to be very affected by this but you don't care it's starting to get a bit darker as a church catches your attention you can only see the top scarcely you remember your Nan and grandad being very religious (sorry if there not but just hand in there!) you remember they would always take you to church and go for nice walks with you and you would always have a nice time. You're also losing hope so maybe god can take you under his wing as your parents would just act like you don't even exist
As you walk over to the church you admire how it looks. It looks so clean and pretty! Your home is never clean.. your dad is always out drinking or doing who knows what as your mum is always working and when she's not she's sleeping or arguing with your dad.. you get to the door of the church and open it up with force since the doors are so heavy but you manage to get in. You walk down the I'll and sit in the first pew. You feel so very silly sitting here at such a late hour but you have no were else to go.. and you need something anything to up your spirit.. as you close you eyes bringing your hands together a weak giggle slips out at how stupid you feel as you talk in your head 'it's been years since I've done this but if anyone is up there... if anyone is listening please... please give me a better life..'
"Oh, dear are you okay!?" You hear a sweet voice say as your head snaps you looking over at the voice you see a pink looking nun run over to you with a little girl behind her "o-oh.. yes I-I'm sorry I didn't.. mean to get in your way.." you shyly say.. as she smiles at you warmly "oh not at all! But I don't think I've seen you here before! Are you thinking of joining the church?" She says with a big smile "you're quite young tho.." you nod "o-oh yeah I-I was actually.. a-as silly as that sound.." you say kinda embarrassed "oh it's not silly at all! come with me your clothes are all dirty! You'll need some new clothes and some church clothes as well! You also seem to be the same age as my son! You two might get along as well-" she keeps on going as she grabs your hand gently bringing you with her as she walks to a cupboard and giving you some cute colourful clothes and a nun outfit all of a sudden a really tall 8-9 foot tall guy walks over to you and the strange lady with some other kid who looks 7 foot you stare at them for a while with an open mouth as they all look so strange until the boy looks at you but you didn't notice you were too caught up in everything else "who the hell are you?" You jump slightly as you turn to the boy "o-oh.. I-I'm y/n.." he doesn't say anything back "mum who's this!? And why is she here!?" He says with a clearly annoyed tone the woman then turns to you and him "oh right!! I-erm.. heh I don't actually know your name.. what's your name dear?" She asks kindly as she looks at you "o-oh yes.. I'm y/n.. y/n l/n.. it's nice to meet you.. and my I ask who you all are.." you say awkwardly as the woman smiles and claps her hands slightly "oh right! How rude of me! My name is sarvente but you can all be Sarv! This is my husband Ruv this young boy is Selever and the youngest Rasazy!" She says with a happy smile as she points to everyone "alright! Y/n is now a part of the church!" She says happily before the man ruv steps in and you notice he has a thick accent.. a Russian one.. "wait.. so you just found her? She must have a family or something you need to think about these things Serv.." he says with a cold voice "alright then! Y/n what's up with your family? Are you okay with living here?" She asks as you nod "y-yeah I would be fine here.. they don't care anyway.. and I would stay out the way I-I can look after myself.." you say hesitantly Serv then look at Ruv with a satisfied smile "it's settled then! She'll stay here! And she even looks Selevers ago! Who knows they might become good friends!" She says happily "oh right y/n follow me this can be your room for the time being!" She says as you follow her into an empty room with a single bed and a drawer in the corner "I'm sorry it's not much... but I hope it will do..!" She says with a bit of a weary voice as you smile back at her "it looks perfect! Thank you, Serv!" She then beams at you and hugs you "I'm so glad! And thank you for joining the church! Hopefully, more will join as well!" She says happily as she then pats your head "alright I'll leave you do get settle! Just ask if you need anything!"
As she leaves you put your clothes away in the drawer getting changed into some pyjamas and sighing as you sit down on your bed.. hopefully, you can leave that old life behind and live a better one here.. it's not what you thought.. not at all did you think a family lived here.. but it's not that bad...
You then hear a knock at the door...
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Selever x innocent!reader
FanfictionYour life's falling apart all around you. You have no friends your parents hate each other your family doesn't care about what's going on so what do you do when your life is falling apart.. do you go to drugs..? Alcohol? Self harm? Nope.. nope.. yep...