꧁꧂ your pov when you walk away from a selever ꧁꧂
You walk away and start heading over to Darnell's You want to be around someone who ain't an ass to you and You can actually get along with you get my phone and earphones out and listen to music full blast
Nothing bad happened so You have no idea why your eyes are getting blurry from your tears so you just wipe them away still filled with anger you need to find a way to calm down that doesn't involve you hurting yourself like I'm the past you find yourself at Darnell rather quickly as you knock on the door tuning off your phone it takes him a few minutes to answer but lets you in he sees a tear roll down your check but sees your angry expression "sit, what's wrong kid?" You sit down as you cross your arms "nothing I'm fine I just want to be around someone who's nice" you mumble as you slouch a bit in the seat "aw well thanks kid but honestly 'nothing' doesn't get you kissed of and crying? Did ya boyfriend break up with ya or something?" He says obviously joking so you crake a weak and obviously fake smile as he smiles back for you at least trying "Nah wouldn't date him if he was the last guy on the planet" you say rubbing away a stray tear "well then white bold of you to say. When you were over at cherry and Keith's they said you two couldn't get enough for each other" he says with a smile you huff "yeah well that's just because he's a selfish flirt that doesn't know what he's doing with his life!!" You say firmly and with anger in your voice, he raises a brow "you two get into an argument?" You sigh and slouch back down as nod "yeah.." "wanna talk about it?" You shake your head " rather not... I just got a bit angry.. all I want to do is calm down.." "talking can help with that.." he says trying to help but it just annoys you a bit "yeah I know but I said I didn't want to talk.!" You say a but aggressively he signs a bit "All alright sorry kid you could always.. erm.." he looks around to see if there's anything around that can help you and his eyes land on something you follow his line of sight and see his weed farm you think for a minute "n-no I can't! I erm.. I just can't.." you say doubting yourself he nods "your a good kid.. but if you ever want to blow steam and a.. not THAT bad way you can just ask okay? Just don't get addicted like ya old man here!" He says trying to makes a joke as you giggle a little "thank you.." his smile then disappears "how did that happen?" He says looking at your wrist "oh.. selever did-" "HE WHAT!? WHY DID HE DO THAT!? I'LL FUCKING ILL HIM YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT THAT!" He shouts "no-no! He didn't hurt me like that!! We didn't fight!! He got into an argument with his dad and it pissed him off and for some reason, he took me outside with him and just griped onto my wrist a bit hard I'm fine!" You blurt out rating to calm him down he narrows his eyes a bit but then calms back down "alright whatever you say kid.. but does it hurt?" You shrug I took some paracetamol so it should be fine." He nods with a weak smile "still have your headaches?" You nod "when you've lived with my parents for my entire life how couldn't you?" He nods as you smile weakly
It's been at least 2 hours as you two have been talking and chilling he keeps on trying to get you to tell him the argument but you keep on disagreeing your watching tv trying to forget about it as he's in the kitchen "hey Darnell..?" Curiosity has gotten the best of you and you need something to release this stress "yeah?" You hear him shout from the kitchen "you know before when you said I could have some... erm. When you said I could have a less bad way to relieve stress..?" You half mumble as he sticks his head out from the kitchen raising a brow "..." he then smirks a bit "...what..?" "You want to try some weed?" You nod slowly he then nods and goes and get some and grinds it up he then sits over by you "this isn't strong because I don't want you to get addicted especially cause your living in a church and your support to be a nun.." you then shrug "with my life it's excused" you say smiling he then laughs and nods "alright know how to use it?" You nod "yeah it's just like smoking.. but just with different stuff right?" "Erm.. yeah sure close enough" don't hurt yourself and if you feeling anything wired tell me!" He says giving you the bag ruffling you hear and going back to the kitchen.. ' Darnell is a good uncle! He really is, to be honest, I see him as more of a father figure than my own dad! If I could I would want him to adopt me! But with his money problems and having a weed farm he can't..' you then sigh as you grab one of his lighters "are you playing for me to do this inside or do you want me to go outside..?" You ask still fighting if you should do this or not "Nah your all good don't worry" you nod as you light the lighting smoking the weed (idk what it's called breathing in the smoke?? Uk what I mean!) a few seconds later it starts to hit you after taking a few hits you start to seek yourself calm down a bit it does NOT taste or smell nice but it does calm you down and especially this is a light set so it's not that bad
You chill on the sofa letting your thoughts take you away as your high af as you then hear the door go you didn't bother looking it's probably pico or Darnell going out shopping or something until you hear a Familia voice that didn't match either of them
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Selever x innocent!reader
FanfictionYour life's falling apart all around you. You have no friends your parents hate each other your family doesn't care about what's going on so what do you do when your life is falling apart.. do you go to drugs..? Alcohol? Self harm? Nope.. nope.. yep...