difficult - hyunlix

V

-Hyunjin

When I arrived to my mansion, I turned off the engine and went out of my car before locking it, putting down the key in the pockets of my suit pants.

The white preened building stood proudly right in front of me, the huge gate painted in a metallic black made everything look way more expensive than it actually was. Not that it was a cheap building though.

I walked towards the gate, unlocking it and opening it, the huge garden appearing with all my ex wife's plants. Everything from simple apple trees to advanced flowers that apparently I was never allowed to touch.

I sighed at the thought of my wife as I headed towards the entrance. I was stupid to actually think that our relationship was healthy when it actually wasn't.

And it wasn't until now I realized what a shitty wife she'd been during our three years of marriage, five years of relationship.

Exactly when my regretted thoughts of of her cut off, my head faced the door to enter. I took a deep breath before taking out the keys again and unlocking the door before opening it and sneaking in the head.

Total silence. Like it was just abandoned. I made it inside my own house with small footsteps, not really knowing why. When I arrived at the living room, still no sight of my maid or ex wife. I went upstairs, the floor silently creaking under my weight. Making it to our old room. As I got closer to the door leading to our room, I could hear small whimpers and cries coming from there, but they were mumbled, like someone was keeping the sounds from coming out.

My curiosity took over as I leaned my ear towards the door, only listening to one sentence before it took my attention.
"Shut the fuck up, this is what you deserve."

The voice sounded familiar. Not one of my friend's but I remembered it.

Sadly.

Before realizing what I did, I roughly opened the door, revealing a man in his early 30s hovering over a blonde boy, his eyes searching for help.

Felix.

The man wasn't only hovering over him. He was touching him. And it wasn't just any man, because... How could he else come into the house?

It was my ex wife's boytoy.

Touching Felix.

Clearly without Felix's permission.

Before seconds could pass, I ran towards the man, took a tight grip on his shirt and threw him up against the wall. My mouth against his ear. Whispering harsh words, my spit probably reaching his eardrum.

"What the hell do you think you're doing. Touching a teenager, in my room where you've already railed my ex wife I don't know how many times, now you're cheating on her, just as she did to me."

The man went quiet. Silence.

"Don't ever, and now I mean never ever touch or talk to Felix again. Leave him alone. Do you understand?"

The shocked man nodded harshly before running out of the house, mumbling a unheard apology.

Silence again.

The abandoned Felix sat now on the bed, legs crossed in a Buddha position. He looked wrecked. His messy blonde locks spread all over, cheeks cherry-like, lips red-glossy and puffy, just like his eyes. He looked ethereal.

"H-Hyunjin." He said in a raspy voice, eyes looking up at me. Innocent and scared.

"Shhh it's okay I got you." I answered, sitting down next to the trembling blonde.

I didn't know what to say since the occurrence. My mind was just empty. I felt bad. I felt bad that I didn't get here faster, if I did this wouldn't have happened.

"I'm sorry for not calling, I should've done that." Felix suddenly mumbled out loud, sniffling in the process.

That sentence just made me even more guilty. What if he didn't find the card, or the number? I should've given him ten of those cards so he wouldn't loose it-

"Hyunjin are you okay?" My thoughts got interrupted by Felix again. He had laid his small hand on top of my shoulder, our eyes locked.

"Y-yeah, just out of thoughts..."

Felix looked down to his lap, the small hand who laid on my shoulder falling down on his pale knees.

"Where did he touch you?" I suddenly asked, hating the awkward tension. Only to realize how dumb that sounded...

"Fuck- I'm so sorry I didn't mean t-"

"Everywhere."

"I-"

"It's okay, I've been through rougher stuff."

When Felix finished his sentence, my mouth was standing wide open, the same with my eyes. Silence filled the room.

"I mean- having an abusive step father wasn't really what I wanted after my mom killed herself, but I could live with him for a while until I got an apartment to move in to."

At this point I kept clenching my fists to not pull Felix into a big and warm bear hug.

"You should never go there again." I mumbled, still containing to not hug him. Felix shrugged his shoulders before looking down at his fidgety fingers.

Suddenly he looked up, my eyes meeting his in an intense stare before breaking it awkwardly.
"How old are you?" He suddenly let out.

I'm screwed.

"Huh?"

"I asked how old you are?"

Here goes nothing.

"Well... Definitely not your age, how old are you?"

Felix's eyes widened, lips getting slightly parted in the process.

"N-nineteen..."

Fuck.

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