Dear Venus

Chapter 10

Dear anybody,

Staying away from Venus has been hard. But I know that staying away from her is the right, and the best thing that i could do for myself. Avoiding heart break to all extents prevents heart break. Maybe i'm just thinking crazy or whatever but, I do think that staying away from the source of pain garuntees no pain.

She tried cornering me and asking me what was wrong, but I slid past her. I felt her staring at me and I wondered if I hurt her. Most days she's the only thing I'm capable of thinking about. Everything is connected to her. No matter how hard I try to push her out of my life she's there.

I've caught her staring at me in class on more than one occasion. She has this perplexed look on her face; her face is scrunched up and her lips are always pursed. That is until Earth comes into the room and he forces her to look at him. I've said it before and I'll say it again: he doesn't deserve her. No one deserves her.

Mars xx