for better or worse

funeral

Azyalee:I was sitting in the room thinking atoday was actually the day we say goodbye to Kayla and let her go with god

I took a shower and slipped on my black Versace dress and matching red bottoms  man I just can't believe that my baby gone I raised her since age two now my baby gone  it got me like damn one thing I always warned a MF about is too not mess with my family probation or not all hell bout to break through....

Purity POV:god why did they take my sister from me I loved my sister just as if she came from my mommy too god I would give up all my toys all the money I have for her

Back that was my little sister and I don't understand why god why couldn't u save her like u saved all my other family members god why tears began to fill my eyes feel like nobody can understand my feelings not my daddy not my mommy not anybody   cause now  I only have  3 siblings left when I should have 4god  I don't get it

Mommy:u ready purity lina already dressed so what about you

Me: (sighs) no mommy I don't think I am

Mommy:baby listen  Kayla would have wanted u right by her side

She looked at me and agreed

So we h I put my baby in the shower washing her up then puting  on her Louie v dress black red bottom flats and her hair in a bun tbh I hated then I could see my baby so hurt but what was killing me more inside was the fact that I could have saved Kayla

We  drove there in no time it was by the beach a carriage with white horses brought  her in and tears dripped from Lina eyes  it had finally hit her

The slipped her pink and white casket down and and it was time to say our words

I begin to speak first:me excuse me I would like to take the time out to tell y'all that Kayla was an amazing daughter to me since age two I'd also like to say that no it wasn't all fairy tales with our family but we did have each other  and. Now that Kayla's con our family can never be complete again I began to cry   u know what  

Words can't describe what I'm bout say Kayla I think about you every day and now that your gon far away tell god.... That I said heyyy I'll be there soon but tell god I said hey.....

I began to cry when  then I sat down and layed my head on my mouse

Purity walked up there

I everybody I'm purity and I wrote a poem for my sister Kayla she took a deep breath

Hey there Kayla are happy now

Heyy little Kayla dose heaven have a play ground?

Hey little Kayla don't u frown your with god  now  although u wish u  where down

Hey little Kayla no worries your safe and sound

As she finished she kissed Kayla's head and cryed

My baby