The end. (part1)
I want us to broke up."
"What? Baby... What's happen?"
"No! I'm serious Jimin. We must broke up!"
"Why? I did something wrong?"
"No. You didn't. I just don't want this anymore, I'm so tired of everything, I want break up, I do not love you anymore just"
"But... Love... I though that you are happy and you love me and that our relationship is perfect and..."
He start to cry begging you to don't let him. But you must. You can't be with him now when you know that... No. Is better for him to forgive you. Will be much batter like this. You only try to save him from more pain. You are doing this exactly because you love him more than anything else on this world.
"Jimin, please... Calm down."
"How to calm when... You are kidding, right? It's just a joke."
"No love... We must do this."
"Why love? Explain to me. I know how much you love me. Those feelings can't die over the night. Tell me why you want to let me."
"I can't. I just... We both will be better like this."
"We won't! I will simply die without you! How can you imagine that..."
"Shut up! I don't want this anymore! Understand!"
"So after all you want to let me like this? Without any explication or... Are you insane?"
"Yes I am! I can do exactly what I want Jimin! And now I want you to take your stuffs and leave! Once and forever!"
"I won't leave! I won't leave until you won't tell me why!"
"Because I don't love you anymore, I don't wanna you around me and I wanna live my life without you! Are you satisfied now?"
"All this are just bullshits! You are lying to me!"
"I'm serious! You should start packing."
"It's something else... You want me to leave because of another thing."
"Why can't you accept that I don't love you anymore?"
"You do! I can feel this, I know this! You can't lie to me."
"Leave now, Jimin!"
"I love you. I won't leave. I'm here with you. You know that you can tell me everything and you can trust in me. You are my only one, sweetie."
"I have nothing more to tell you."
"Look into my eyes. When you speak. Look into my eyes."
"End with this show!"
"You love me. As much as I love you."
"Jimin..."
"I love you, angel! I can't let you like this... We must be together until the end of time."
"Please... Don't make this even harder. I want we to broke up."
"Just tell me why. Don't hide this from me, baby."
"I don't have what to say. I just wanna to be alone."
"Reason? whats reason..."
He took you protectively into his arms. And you just couldn't stop your tears. You let them fall and try to hide even more into his arms. He was crying too, but you just... He must leave. You must be all alone into this.
"hey... Don't cry love. Everything will be ok."
"It won't, Jimin please... Go away from me. And never look back or remember about me."
"Why? How to do this?"
"Please..."
"You want me to go? You will feel better then?"
"Yes."
"Why don't you trust me? Why don't you tell to me what's happen?"
"It's everything ok."
"Is not. You suffer... Exactly like me. Why don't you want this anymore,? Why?"
"Go. Please."
"I will do. But you know where you find me. And if ever change your mind... I will be always there waiting for you. You are my soulmate and my true love."
"Ok."
"I love you."
He kissed you on your cheek one last time and after he goes. Away from you. You fall on the floor crying, saying that you love him too. Because you do. And you will ever do. Only that you want to protect him. You don't want that he to see you in the next 2 months. I mean in the time that you have still to live. You don't want him to see you dying and in those days...
You try to hide last 2 weeks by when you find out that you will die, you try to act normal and seems happy, but you can't do this anymore. You want to see him free and happy. Not suffering with you. You don't want that him to see you in those days when you will be just a shadow of what you were before. Or when will die... You prefers to do all those alone. Even if is harder than anything else in this world.
All your life you believed that you will have a happily life and you will live with Jimin until the very last day. But when doctors told you that you had cancer and you will die in 3 months everything changed. You start to see life in another colors and you try to find a solution for both of you. And after all the most important thing for you is to see that Jimin is happy and he lives his life in silence. So this was the best solution that you find. Only that it hurts. It hurts like hell to don't have him next to you. You must to learn to survive without him. Until death will come to take you. And you hope that she will come sooner, because you can't take this any longer
