JJPOPE ONESHOTS

moondust

'oh the brightness of the sun
will give me just enough
to bury my love, in the moon dust
I long to hear your voice
but still I make the choice
to bury my love, in the moon dust'

this isn't necessarily based off the lyrics I just think the song matches

my first ever jjpope fic and it's just jj being jealous sad and gay

they were at it again.

kie and pope.

it's like they're getting touchier by the day, almost like they know how much jj hates it, how much he hates seeing them together.

it's not like he can do anything about it though, just cry about it to john b whenever they get the chance to be alone, which is pretty much all the time since kie and pope are always off together, doing coupley shit, shit that makes jj feel sick just thinking about.

"there they go again" jj 'whispered' to john b as kie dragged pope off and away from them.

"jj I don't think you realise how loud you quite are" john b laughed, shaking his head, "you gotta pull yourself together man"

"easy for you to say" jj rolled his eyes at john b who wasn't even looking as he was texting sarah, a big smile wiped across his face. "sorry what was that?" he said looking up from his phone obliviously.

"nothing john b, nothing" jj smiled before getting up " listen i'll see you tomorrow okay? I gotta go, my-uh-dad wants me back" jj said trailing off a little at the end.

john b knew he was lying but didn't want to intervene, he's come to learn that when jj wants to be alone he really wants to be alone.

he'd probably end up calling him at 3am anyway, high as hell and crying, just like he always does.

"okay, see ya jj"

"see ya"

jj got on his motorbike and sped off, he didn't know where he was going, he just wanted to leave.

there was one thing in his mind though, and that was pope and kie, he was just thinking about what they must be doing right now, about all the rules they're breaking. I guess the 'no pogue and pogue macking' rule only applies when they want it to. jj tells himself that's the reason he's never made a move on pope before, but really he's just afraid, afraid that he's not what pope wants.

he's not the smart, caring and mature kie that pope loves, in fact he's the opposite.

kie takes care of herself, whether it be mentally or just in general. jj doesn't though, he's always getting himself in trouble and putting himself in dangerous situations, and whenever he's feeling any negative emotion, he resorts to weed or occasionally drinking. he knew pope was never like that, in fact the last time he tried weed he ended up confessing to kie and we all know that ended.

it made jj wonder why he never did the same, why he never plucked up the courage and confessed, then maybe things would be different for them both.

maybe he wouldn't be here now, going way too fast on his motorbike, the wind in his hair giving him a sense of freedom he rarely feels and that adrenaline rush of going so fast giving him a whole new high.