Dating Phobia

As I get out of my usual old Toyota corolla slamming the car door as if it's Michael I'm walking away from.

I haven't been at school for 3 whole days after what happened on Sunday but when you have parents who don't give too shits about your feelings.You do get sent to fucking school.

I stroll into the red brick hallway and I hear the buzz of gossip and laughter. I've never really worried about what people have thought about me but now I am suddenly nervous for any one to see me.

"LILY!", Sophia's voice yells from behind , I never thought I would hear a a voice that would make my whole body feel so relaxed.

I whip around and even seeing her face makes me smile, it feels so weird since I haven't in a while. Her hair is bright blonde but straight with her pale green eyes and a perfect smile she is stunning.

"Omg, I had no idea you were coming today, you should have told me I would've picked you up! Lil come to the toilet, we have to talk".

She takes my hand and leads me down hallways till we find the girls bathroom. She pushes the door with determination and when we she sees a group of younger girls she gives them a look of pure fire. It works because they shuffle out of there pretty quick with they heads down low and looking red.

"What the hell lily!", she starts I know where this is going...
"What?"
"For 3 days you have been haywire, not answering your phone or texts and I have to find out from Sara that you and Michael are done".
"I don't want to talk about it".
"I don't give a shit what you want, you are telling me what happened!"

I know I can't get out of it I have to start explaining or she might have to ask someone else and I don't want that.

I don't want people to tell my best friend in the whole world something that they like better that the truth of what happened.

"You know what happened. Michael is a jerk but he gets away with it cause it's 'Michael the hottie and the popular guy'."

"Just get to the point we'll get to the bitching later"

"Ok Ok jeez, so we are in his car after robins party... Drunk. And we make out and he start kissing my neck and feeling me up and shit but he goes to far when he starts getting to into it I say no and he keeps asking and won't let me turn away so I have to slap in the face!"

"Woah", Sophia exclaimed.
"I'm not even half done. He then said I should leave, he dumped me at a Maccas and then he changed his status to single! That's it that's what happened"

"Oh honey. He's a dick you know that and everyone else will too don't worry"
"No they won't they'll believe Michael the hot guy-"
"-You're hot too", she interrupts.

" Yea Yea whatever, they still won't believe me he's the quarterback. I know what's going around I cheated on him blah blah blah"

I have stopped caring to be honest we had only been dating for a month so I should have known better but I don't want to stay out loud because I don't really believe it myself.

Sophia sighs and just looks down and turns away then puts out her hand behind to lead me out. I sigh too and as we push the door out of the bathroom I see him.

Michael having his hands around Robin in his dark navy shirt and his faded jeans. His hairs messy but perfectly controlled like his dark brown eyes.

As he sees me he grabs her and starts pushing her up against the lockers with the power of his lips. He looks at me and sees very pleased as he has accomplished what he set out to do. Make me look like a fool. Figures.