Kim souah

First and last part hihi

my first writing ...it all started in 2016 July 13 . a new girl joined bighit she was only 12 yo.. yes only 12 she was the youngest yet the only girl in the the practice room full of handsome boys as soon as the music started the boys started to introduce themselves one by one followed by dancing to the music of course she knows that . it's her turn now she stood there so confident then she started introducing herself ' hello my name is kim souah am 12 yo i live in soul and am here to perform wishing you to accept me as the new trainee ' finisher with her innocent smile .. as soon as she started dancing everyone was shocked by how good she was also to not forget that she had an angelic voice whish is so beautiful when she was done everyone in the room clapped for her then they flashed a smile followed by you are officially a trainee the social media was all talking about her even before she debut she got nice comments but of course she have to be hated BIGHIT know that she had a weapon next to BTS to become one of the biggest companies in korea next to YG and JYP ....so they were thinking that if she debuted now it will be a big success for both her and the company so they announced that she will debut in august 10 so they started to prepare her August 10 it's the big day the little girl is standing in the stage billions of people watching her some of them are celebretiesas soon as she started dancing she saw the little papers in the air like ' good job ' ' we live you ' ' beautiful ' but next to them ' we hate you ' ' die ' ' you are so young ' ' ugly ' ' fat' but she couldn't help but keep dancing after she was done and she left the stage she just hugged her manager so tight and started crying he knows what happed so he tried to calm her and told her that they hate just because she is perfect ..... she really is . well let's talk more about her

( she had a dark brown long hair with bangs , small and sharp eyes , mouth i can't describe it it just make you wanna kiss her when you look at it , her body is WOOOOOW she got medium yet big boobs , small weist , big botty which are perfecttt , slim legs her hands you just want to hold them

and all that when she is only 13

back to the story uit's been 6 months since she debuted and she is a well-known idol everyone know her as the cute and the beautiful girl .., she made a lot of friends like nct and shinee she was like a little sister to them she was close to jonghyun and sulli and iu , she spend the most of her free time with them until junghyun committed suicide in 2017 it was a huge shock for all the kpop fans even idols but not as hard as it was to souah she didn't eat for about 2 weeks but when it was time for her comeback she was smiling like nothing happened , things have been going on well with her she became famous and rich  but what people didn't know she was depressed and committed suicide many times more than 12 times but no one know that she have been going on a hard time from all the hate she is getting ( oh i forgot to tell you that she have a boyfriend ) let's go back to 12 march 2018 mama souah and jisung 

were chatting normally until he told her his feeling toward her and she was feeling the same so they started dating ( well i have to mention that she was a princess that day with the red dress she was wearing she had all the boys go crazy over her

day on a tv show souah and a lot of idols were playing games happily but little do they know that before the show starts souah tried to suicide another time but she failed , she was dancing normally but she flinched in the stage whish made everyone worried about her so they took her to the hospital , in the hospital jisung was waiting with the others when her parents arrived , after a few moments the doctor came and said : " am sorry to tell you that but your daughter have cancer because as what we saw she has tried to suicide multiple times but i can't believe that she is still alive after all of that i hope you understand all i said " well of course her family didn't believe what he said but jisung eyes started tearing up because he remembered what souah told him the last week ' if i wasn't here someday don't hate me please ' and told himself 'you are not gonna leave me '

the next morning she opened her eyes feeling something heavy in her hand then she saw jisung sleeping on her hand , she didn't want to wake him up so she didn't move but instead started to admire his beauty ( he is perfect sooo ) but jisung was already up , he looked in her eyes and said ' you won't leave me right princess you are still young why did you do that you can tell me everything right , then why didn't you tell me ,,,,,,, ( crying ) you are perfect , beautiful , everything ) she couldn't help it but to cry to but she managed to speak ' i can't they all hate me and they say that am ugly and fat and i don't deserve you i lost more than 5 kg but am still fat i hate myself for that now i wish i could change everything ' jisung : ' but you are just 14 souah just 14 wait until you become 16 and you will see ' ...............it's now 2020 i know it's been a long time but a lot of bad things and good things happened during the 2years that have passed sulli committed suicide , go hara to , souah won the desaeng  and the artist of the year and a lot ....souah and jisung are still dating and now she is one of the most idols known in the kpop history how is souah and jisung doing ( they are living together , souah is not getting as much hate as she used to get and jisung is one of the best kpop dancers as well they are couple that everyone is dreaming of ) 

I hope you liked it I know it was so fast but it is my first time writing so I wish to post another story but better than this