HeatWaves (Finnished)

i confessed

HEY SAPNAP

"WHAT"

WE'RE ABOUT TO LEAVE

"OK I'M COMING"

We had left and gone to Harold's Pizza.
That was a big mistake. We all got food poisoning.
We had all went to the doctors to get checked out.
We were sick for five days.
Wilbur and Tommy stayed with me, George, and Nick.

HEY GEORGE

"WHAT"

WHERE ARE YOU

"MY ROOM"

I'M COMING IN

"OK"

I walk into Georges room

H-hey

"What's up"

I-I need to tell you something

I went to confess my love for George, but how.
I've liked him for 2 years before he moved in.

"What is it"

I-I

I like you

"Y-You wh-"

Then I ran out

"COME BACK"

I had walked to Karl's house crying.

*Knocking on Karl's door*

K-Karl I need you right now

*Karl opened the door*

"What's wrong"

I - I messed up

"What did you do"

I-I told George

"What did he say"

I-I don't know, I ran off

"You should have stayed"

I know but I got scared.

"You can stay here for the night but you need to go home tomorrow, ok?"

Fine

We went to bed then I went home

*I knocked on my door like I didn't live there*

H-Hello

*George answers the door*

"CLAY ITS YOU" George quickly hugs clay.

H-hey George

i-im really sorry for running out like that I didn't give you a cha-

*George kisses dream*

"I like you too, Clay"

I actually blushed, and it wasn't a soft blush I was red. we went inside.

H-hey gogy 

"I haven't heard you call me that in a while, dream."

I LOVE YOU GEORGE, and I know you said you love me back but it would never work.

"I-I I'VE LOVED SINCE WE WERE KIDS DREAM. . . ."

then I made the worst mistake of my life. I told him no, I told him we couldn't date. now. . . . now he's dead

------ present-day

I had collapsed, and I was bawling my eyes.

i never went on a date with him. all because  i said no that day.

he had went back to London.

i begged him to come back. he kept saying no

----flashback------

"hey C-Clay you doing alright."

o-oh hey Nick *i said while crying*

Y-yeah im fine. . . . 

i broke down crying

"hey hey hey its ok Clay"

"would you like me to call George."

N-No i dont think he wants to talk to me 

"why do you say that"

at the time Nick knew about why George had moved.

DONT YOU REMEMBER WHY HE MOVED, IT WAS BECAUSE OF ME, it was my fault.

"hey dont say that."

why not its true im the one that said it would never work.

"call him"

no, i will not bother him

"CALL HIM OR I WILL, i can see how miserable you are without him."

fine i will later.

i had went to practice my guitar 

-song by Rex orange country-

I should've stayed at home
'Cause right now I see all these people that love me
But I still feel alone

*little did i know Nick had called George and put the phone in my room*

Can't help but check my phone
I could've made you mine
But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you
And you weren't made for me
Though it seemed so easy

*and little did George know i missed him dearly*

And that's because I wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
I can't wait to be your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry

But won't you wait?
You know it's too late
I'm on my own shit now
Let me tell you how it feels to be fricking great
I feel great
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

*if only i would have said yes to George. we wouldn't be  3450 miles away.*

You need to be yourself
Love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool
That makes your heart melt
Who knows what you truly felt?
You're still my favorite boy
You better trust me when I tell you
There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world                                                                                 In this damn world

*i just didnt want to hurt him*

You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
I said that
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
Best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend

*i ended up hurting myself  instead*

I say that I'm happy
I say that I'm happy
But no, no, no, no
No, no, no

*George was the only one i love*

Oh, I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
And I can't wait to be your number, your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry

*but he's gone now*

I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one
I might just be the one

I-I love you George

*on the phone listening to dream*

"I LOVE YOU TOO CLAY"

G-George. . . .