veran eyes, snow-white skin and a raven-black mane. people defined you as a "fallen angel" but you defined you more as a monster, an abomination, an error.
how long were you gonna last before you clamor? it gnawed you from the inside, but you refused to remedy it. because deep down you wanted to suffer, you deserved it.
August 18th,2018. 03am.
"die!" you shouted at her,
"that's all you deserve anyway. look, you're so ugly!" you spat at her followed by a mocking and evil laugh.
you obviously didn't think so because you were the ugliest. hating yourself made you hurt and lose the only person who cared about you. her eyes gradually filled with tears as it started to rain, would this be the last time you'll see her ? in this horrible state ? you wanted to stop everything and go hug her tightly but you couldn't. you were doing it for her, everything will be fine as long as she fulfills her dream.
"I love your eyes, they're unique" she repeated to you many times.
"but it's a malformation, it's supposed to be ugly" you answered her every time.
"that's what makes you special, y/n" and she won all the time...
a week after this incident. your only friend, no, your dearest friend. left this arid world with the worst memory of you in mind.
Studying in Europe was her biggest dream she always annoyed you with it. But because of you she didn't even have the chance to..
soulmate. A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet, a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you've ever experienced before.
