August 17th, 2021. 05:48pm.
you opened your eyes. "not this time, unfortunately" you said disappointed. you prayed every night to die in your sleep but..without any success. punished by heaven, they say.
tomorrow will be 4 years since your loss. you weren't a big fan of alcohol quite the contrary it disgusted you, strangely.
you celebrated this date every year by apologizing over and over again. It was obviously not enough for what you had done but hey, hope keeps alive. hoping that one day, she'll finally forgive you..
going out, exceed your limits, breaking the rules. after all, you were of legal age and vaccinated, right?
you went to a party that took place in a forest, odd in concept but quite original. "a party in the middle of the week?, they suck" you thought "oh I suck?" ..out loud.
love at first sight. do you believe it ? because in 19 years of existence, this is the first time that your heart has done this to you. his hair was almost shoulder length falling over his beautiful sparkling eyes. A peach coloured lips "I'm sure they taste the same" you thought. but.. it seemed like you've already seen him somewhere.
he giggled amused, "come on, don't stand there, the party will start soon" oh yes, the party. you had totally forgotten. he made you lose your mind, definitely.
you could hear the bass volume gradually increase, the boy you just met was already on his way to the entrance "wow what a gentleman" you shouted so he could hear. he answered you with a mischievous smile making your heart chiver even more.
