Mattia cheated on me ...but i sit here in his arms not
wanting let go of him.
as i cried in his chest, he held me closer making it comfortable ....i don't know what to think or say honestly. i felt it coming tbh
my chest hurts and my heart is broken. but i knew that a 100 percent i wasn't gonna leave him. no matter how many times i wanted walk away I just couldn't
he hurts my feelings ...but also shows me love that no other man has ever showed me.
we fight and argue an he doesn't treat me bad most of the time ... sometimes i hurt him as well.
not as much as him tho
he could be so soft sweet and kind, he tells me im gorgeous and makes me smile all over again.
"i hate you" i said under my breath "...i know" he said in a soft tone
"why do you do this to me mattia ?" i said looking at him "...I don't know, it wasn't my intention to do this to you" he says with sad eyes
he then put his hand on my cheek and wiped my tears.
"why are you crying ...your the one who hurt me" i said cupping his cheeks
"because it hurts me to see you like this and theres not nothing for me to do to fix this problem" he said in a low tone
"you love me right ?" i said as a tear fail down my face
"of course i do baby" he said wrapping his arms around me "...then that's all that matters" i said ashamed of my words
he nods
"jesus were so toxic baby" he shook his head "yeah, nun of this is ok" i said hurt
he nods once again and looking into my eyes as i stared back into his.
i touched his face as i can see the slap mark I gave him then i slowly started to lean in as he did the same.
and we kissed.
"i love you" he said in a soft tone "i love you too" I whispered
then we kiss once again.
hopefully soon our relationship will be over.
THE END
a/n: this is alot of relationships now days and it's not ok.
i know it's hard but you need to find a way out to make your life better for yourself
