Chapter 16 (Chan) 🐺

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Felix agreed to go to a coffee shop with me but is bringing Changbin. I have mixed feelings about that we didn't leave things on good terms. His bitter resentment towards me for not returning his feelings just made everything spiral out of control. While I am trying to move on with my life, trying to make a something of myself that guy is happy in love. After he ruined everything for myself and Jisung, he just went to rehab and what everything is forgiven. I don't know if I want to face him. I'm glad his over me now and moved on but now I have unfinished business with him.  I'm not sure if I want to meet Felix now. I understand that his scared I'm just going to up and leave again like i did but I regret it. If I hadn't fought with Felix then Jisung and Minho would still be together but I ruined everything for them, idk why Jisung stays

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Me
Felix can you leave
Changbin at home? I
Need time to get over
What happened

Lixie
Binnie really wants
To talk to you about
Everything

Me
so because Changbin
Wants something I have
To jump. No Felix I am
Angry

Lixie
Than I guess we won't be
Meeting up then Hyung

Me
So you will only meet up if
I agree to meet up with Changbin
That's not fair Felix

Lixie
Life isn't fair chan when you
Left me when I was in hospital
That wasn't fair

Me
So you are holding that against me

Lixie
You are holding shit against
Changbin so what's the
Difference?

Me
He ruined my life Felix

Lixie
No he didn't you ruined
Your own life. Changbin
Was struggling you didn't
Help him

Me
I fucking tried to Felix

Lixie
I know Chan he really
Needs you

Me
I can't Felix sorry but I can't
Make coffee
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I threw my phone in the couch groaning. Changbin isn't even in my life and he still is ruining things for him. I have a right to say no to meeting him but it's not fair that Felix used that against him. Yes I hurt him but still how can I prove that I can be trustworthy if he won't give me a chance. I decide to try and woo Felix back. I ordered some flowers and chocolate to be sent to his house with a note. I just want him to forgive me. And when I'm ready I will meet up with Changbin with Jisung he owes both of us an explanation.
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A/N
sorry about the short chapter next one will be longer

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