The hug last a minute no dared to let go, i can feel that he really miss me should i tell him everything but what if he won't believe me what if he doesn't feel the same way before.. I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt him
"Hoon?" i manage to say a word without stuttering "It's getting late, you should stay, its so dark outside i think it's going to rain" he just nod.
My mom headed back to Australia for an emergency, so I'm alone here for a week
I walk upstairs with sunghoon following me i pick some clothes for him to wear and handed it to him
"Here, there's the bathroom I'll go downstairs to cook dinner" i smiled before walking away
"Sunghoon! Dinner is ready!" where is he? "Hoon? Sunghoon are you done?" i walk closer to my rooms door
"Hoon? Are you alright-" he's crying? But why? The Diary he was holding the diary...
"J-jaeyun?" i walk closer to him but he back away "Hoon listen" i said tears are rushing down my cheeks
"Please hoon just listen to me ok" i hug him but he didn't hug back
"I'll explain everything ok, just calm down" he didn't say anything we sat in the corner of the bed. I sigh.
"Since i came here in korea i started dreaming about the two guy, at first i didn't mind all of those cause i thought it was just a dream until it gets worst and worst." I held his hand cause i feel like I can't continue what I was trying to say
"I dream about it every night.. I can't take it anymore, i don't want to see him die again and again cause it hurts.." i grabbed the wooden box next to me and stared at it
"I found it in my closet weeks ago, i didn't care about it tho but after i found out what's inside it i lost my strength and I don't know what to do... That's why i didn't attend the school" i open the little box and pick up the ring
"Do.. do you remember this?"
He stared at the ring on my hand
Please remember it, i want you to remember it. I don't want to lose you again Sunghoon i can't..
LAST NIGHT..
"Reincarnation?" i mumbled i was laying down on my bed staring at the ceiling. It's been 2 days since i attend school i really want to go cause i miss my friends but my body doesn't want to cooperate
"Would it be possible.." agh. This is giving me a headache
I sat up and reach for my laptop on my desk, i go to Google and search
'Reincarnation'
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Sunghoon.."
I lay back on my bed and stared at the ceiling once again
"S-sunghoon.." tears are now running my cheeks as much as i wanted to stop them i can't I'm so hurt i can't believe that this is happening, how am i supposed to face him now.. How am i supposed to tell him??..
