"Obsession" [Tokoyami Story] (TW:TokoBowl,Gayness,smut)

First Time Cutting in 5 Years

Tokoyami POV: When I picked up the knife (I've been self-harm clean for 5 years.. Fuck it) I had a hoodie on so I had to pull the sleeves further up after I did began cutting my wrists (1...2...3...4..) I counted the numbers until I reached 10 when I was done I went to the bathroom in my room. I took a bandage and began Wraping my wrists with the bandage. I had made 10 cuts on each side of my arms (Don't look...Don't Look...) I repeated in my head.. I Couldn't look at the blood because that would trigger my blood obsession [Basically Tokoyami Has a blood obsession (he likes drinking blood) but he doesn't like that he has it but he cant resist it also he basically starts Laughing maniacally #togaandtokoyamibestbuds] I couldn't resist and looked at it my pupils had became hearts I started licking the blood on the floor it tasted good I looked at the razor and began licking the blood off it I laughed like a maniac until I heard a knock from my door it was Kirishima "yo dude are you okay in there?" he asked I said yes "okay" as I heard Kirishima go away