16- Where do we go now, sweet child?

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by user27288652

(Slash's POV)

One year later....

We live together as we are boyfriends. Yes, we love each other, we are playing together in a band, we have close friends (Duff, Izzy and Steven) who know about us and they do accept our relation.

Not a bed of roses, it is not that simple.

We have love and support for each other, both as boyfriends and as musicians, but it hasn't been easy.

Bill suffers too much. His mental health is unstable, as he is bipolar. Besides, all the harm that his dad, mum and stepfather have done to him, makes him angry as fuck. They put him through hell during his childhood and adolescence, but he is a warrior, I very well know that.

I understand and support him. Why?, because I fuckin' love him. Indeed, I did not know what love was, I learnt it along with him. He hasn't loved before, either. Fuckin' tones of beautiful women don't count as love.

We both had fucked with tons of women in the past, of course; but nothing deeper. Not this sensation, not this union, not this warm feeling called love.

I am not an easy man, either. Even when I am a quiet man, my drinking habits usually control my fuckin' mind. I am an addict: that shit called alcohol controls me and it makes me feel weak and useless.

He has acompanied me to AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) many, many times.

Together, we will improve our lives. No doubt about that, as it is our mutual promise.

No matter the struggle, no matter our fights, no matter what the rest of the world think about us, I know who I love and I will choose him all over again.

Nothing compares to my favourite human being, to my outstanding singer, nothing compares to his wild sex, to his love for having my cock buried up his ass, nothing compares to his hugs in the morning, to his voice singing along my riffs. Nothing compares, either to his strong will, to his anger issues, to his particular way of showing love. He said to me, yesterday, that even when our relation is not perfect, he knows it is an eternal bond.

I do not know where do we go now.

My only certainty is that I've searched the universe and found myself within his eyes

THE END

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