The Wishing Book

28

Jungkook's pov

I was left standing in the hall. I couldn't process what happened. Hurting y/n was in my plan but about media I don't know anything about it. How come they were here? It can't be a coincidence. It must be someone's plan to send media at the right moment. But who can do this?

" I hate you now. "
" Today, you lost your one fan. "
" I'll not bother you anymore. "

Her words ringed in my ears. Tears formed in my eyes.

Jungkook- I'm sorry y/n-ahh. But it was necessary for both of us. You should stay away from me. It's better for both of us.

I went back to my room and closed it from inside. I sit on the bed and tears rolled down on my cheeks. I don't know what to feel.

" From the day I saw you till now I liked you. "
" When you took care of me. Talked to me. Shared your thoughts with me. I started to love you. "
" I hate you now. "
" I really hate you. "

Jungkook- Nooo. Please don't hate me.

I put my hands on my ears. Her words were still ringing in my ear. I tried to divert my mind from her but it was of no use. Tears were flowing continuously from my eyes. I was crying. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I wanted to release all my frustration. I laid down on my bed and tried to sleep. But whenever I closed my eyes her face and words from the morning came in front of my eyes. I sit straight on my bed. I was getting impatient. I pulled my hair in frustration.

Jungkook- Arghhh... Calm down jungkook. Calm down.

I was holding my head in both hands and resting my elbow on my lap while hanging my head low with my closed eyes. My tears were still falling.

" No. Please let me go. "
"Noooo... "

I opened my eyes. I heard her voice when she was outside facing media.

Jungkook- S-she must felt uncomfortable. She must got scared after seeing them. Oh my God, what have you done jungkook. She will never forgive me. She will never talk to me.

I was moving back and forth while hugging my knees and thinking deeply. Just then I remember something.

Jungkook- But this is what I wanted right? I wanted her to hate me. Stay away from me. And it's happening. Then why am I sad? Why I'm crying? Do I really started to love her?

I cried harder. These questions were making me more weak. At that moment I wanted to run from there and go to y/n. I wanted to hug and tell her that I didn't mean any of these things. I wanted to hug her tightly and console her. I wanted to hide her from everyone and make her mine. I don't want her to be with anyone else but me. And that's the thing which can't happen.
I hugged my knees and buried my face in it and cried more.

Jungkook- Please don't hate me. Please don't.

Y/n's pov

I woke up and saw it was evening. I sit straight on my bed. I remembered everything and again my eyes filled with tears.

Y/n- No y/n. Don't cry. He don't deserve your tears. He's like everyone. He's no different. Don't waste your tears on him.

I wiped my tears and checked my phone. There was an official announcement made from bighit.

Y/n- What's this now?

I clicked on the notification and read. My heart beat increased. My breathing got heavy.