Chapter 4

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Hey guys its me again and im back still having a hard time I have been crying alot lately but, here is chapter 4 i hope you all like it.

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Allisons pov-

"Allison i love you..." Lj said to me but i was so shocked i couldnt move and all i said was I. I know right thats embarassing but i finally said something after about five minutes of staring and saying I.

Allison- I...I..I love you too Lj i always have but I...I....I..I have to go BYE!

Lj- wait dont go please i know we only met a week ago but I..........

I ran off before he could finish. I ran straight to my home where my aunt lives' UGH WHY ME!!!!'.When I got home my aunt wasnt there she mustve been at work which made me happy but, my happieness did not last long cause i remembered what lj said to me .I ran upstairs to my bathroom dug through my drawers and found my razorblade i sat on the edge of the tub and starting cutting and cried to myself and thougt to myself.

'Why would someone love me' ' He cant love me im just an explosion waiting to happen' 'why now did somebody have to love me when im not worth being loved'

All of theses random and doubtful thoughts ran through my mind so when i stopped thinking and crying i bandaged up my arm and decided to go for walk so I headed out the door but, when i went outside i saw someone i knew i would regret seeing for the rest of my life......

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I hope you guys enjoyed thats the best i can do so i need help if u can help me plz that would be great ! have a great st patricks day peoplez

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