What can I do?
Sitting in a train with a group of class mates, years nine to ten and one in eleven
Looking out the window, listening to music, wondering what it would be like if I hadn’t left
“Baby there’s no, no, no, no more tomorrow, till you come back every day is yesterday”
Lyrics reminding me of how mest up I feel, and how I know I’ll never get her back
I think about her almost every day, wanting to tell her how I really feel
She’d make me laugh and smile whenever we met up or talked on the phone
She told me how she felt, she said she just wanted to be friends
That broke my heart, I felt so hurt, I didn’t want to see her
But I still loved her
Days went by, months went by
Still thinking about her, still loving her, it breaks my heart to know we’ll just be friends
But it lights me up to know that to her, I’ve always been there
Wanting to hurt the guys she goes out with, wanting to beat them up and have her to myself
But she’s not an object, she is not something to control
I just want her to be happy, so I’m going to have to let her go
I’ve tried to do this every day, and every day knowing that I just can’t
“When I heard, you and him, I was screaming out, out of control, all I could think about was no, no, no he won’t hurt someone I’ve cared for so long, long and no”
Lyrics reminding me of how I felt when she told me she found someone else
“know that we belong to each other, never will we ever be gone”
Lyrics reminding me of how much I want her back and how close we will always be
What can I do?
