No-one's POV:
It's been two weeks since the ghost attack. New year is coming soon. The ninjas are really excited for this event,there was a rumor that the peaple of Ninjago city are planing on a massive suprice for them,because of all the things they did! Even tho, everyone is happy and cheerful,then there is..Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon.
Well who can blame him?
After everything he's been thro, depression, anxiety,his crush that had feelings for him back,died,and this time there was a body to burry.
There was few new things that happend to Lloyd after the ghost incident!
He was send to therapist.
But,this was his doing. Actually,he keeps it privat so no one actually knows.
Therapy didn't help as much as his friends said it would,for how many years they mentioned it for. Firstly therapist was a real pain in the ass,a fangirl,and Lloyd had to pay her not to share his secrets,problems or that he is even in therapy. But there was one thing that helped.
Writeing a journal.
It's been past two weeks when he started,and the idea did come from therapist,one good idea. He's been really glad to start it, just by writeing his fears, issues, happiness, he felt like somebody actually was listening to him for once. He writes on daily basis,something like his normal day,what he ate,how his training went,his afternoon thoughts,last night dream he barley remembers.. But there were stuff that he wrote,he doesn't want anyone to ever know he wrote it. Some stuff like:
"Just cutted half of my right arm,it's full, so I decided to go for my hips,legs hurt to much :/"
Dec.21."I had fight with my mom, and I don't like talking with Wu...I wish I was brave enough to go and talk with dad,sure he is evil but he still understands me :')"
Dec.23."Is it weird if you space out in the middle of the conversation? Can't hear? Everything goes blurry? There's a ringing in your right ear but not in left?"
Dec.20." I visited dad today. I had a very good time,he changed,or he didn't,he is the same man I remember,others just judge him.. I might go tomorow to see him before training :)"
Dec.28."I went to far."
Dec.30."I fucked up my life..:/"
Dec.30."Fucking pills! Who puts so many,but doesn't put a WARNING about how many you can take!?"
Dec.30."I'm dying."
Dec.30.
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Well,Lloyd was doing pretty good with this journal of his. Sometimes he would even write about Morro. He already described him on the first page. He doesn't like to go to open,but he does write a thing or two:"Enemy's to lovers crap,but I got to admit,he made me live life like I never would if he didn't show up ;)"
Dec.21."I loved,and I lost. He loved,and he left. I wish it went the other way,oh I wish that with whole of my heart. I love you,Morro Garmadon. Remember that.</3"
Dec.26.Morro was buried under the old oak tree,as Lloyd reguested. Blond visited the three every day,sometimes sitted next to the stone,sometimes trained,sometimes just stared at it from a distance,when he was to scared he will get emotional,he just standed and watched it closely.
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//You brought me back to life\\♡GreenWind♡
FanfictionThis take's place when Lloyd is sixteen,beginning of seson 8. Garmadon is still dead,ninjas are living in monastery and Wu is not a baby,but he is with ninja.Morro here is going for a goul of becoming a ninja,but he is still confused and thinking ab...