Cinderella

Part 40

I woke up..
I was sweating like hell.. And the bed was wet... Maybe i don't feel good and have a fever and am i sweating... Because it's to early for giving birth...maybe i need to get a shower... I stood up and walked to the shower...i first went to the toilet ... But the. I saw all the blood...a scream escaped...
Jayden ran inside the bathroom.. And he saw all the blood... I looked at him and he called a ambulance... I know what happend...
The doctor arrived minutes later...
D: i'm sorry to tell you two this but uhmm... You had a miscarriage...
My heart pounded faster.. I held my tears and try to act cool... The doctor went after some minutes...
I stared at my tummy... A baby was growing inside me... But now.. Not anymore.. Jayden was crying...his baby died... And it was my own stupid fault.. Jayden told me to stop with helping and rest... But i didn't listen to him...
Jayden walked over to me... He slid his arm around my waist.. I
P: babe, i'm sorry... It was my fault..
J: no babe... Let's sleep... It's hard fir you i know.. But everything will be alright...
P: no! My baby died! And you're so cool with it...
I know he cried but he asked me to sleep... And... Maybe he's right...
So many womens got a miscarriage... And they are cool with it.. And i'm crying the shit out of myself... Behave yourself and be a women... A women who don't cry... And it's strong...
P: ehmm.. We need to tell my mom.. Jayden nodded..
J: tomorrow... Okay? I nodded...
P: jayden what are we going to do with the babyroom?
J: well, i have an idea😏but i can't tell you... Why don't you stay at your moms house tomorrow to have some girl time🚺it was cute what he said...
Rafa and ney. They need to know this...but how... I'm an idiot😒
P: let's sleep babe.. Everything is alright... He nodded... I layed next to him... My arms wrapped around his torso...
❗Next morning❗
I woke up...and smelled pancakes... I ran downstairs.. And sat on the couch.... Waiting for my pancakes... The miscarriage.. I can't stop thinking about it... But it was this night so this is normal.. I told myself...
Jayden came with the pancakes and i ate them as fast i could...
I went upstairs to take a relaxing bad..i dried myself and wore a dress with a denimjacket... And went to my mom.. And tonight jayden is going to pick me up... I waved at jayden an walked to my moms house...
🚹Jaydens pov:
I went to the shops.. To buy clothes, shoes bags and more things for penelope... I want to make a walkincloset for her.. People were working at the closet and i was buying more things for her... There was also space in the room for her make-up... I hope she like it.. She want to get over the miscarriage moment.. She want to forget it... But it's hard.. And it happend tonight... But she want to forget it... I was thinking about marrying her... I walked inside a jewerlyshop.. And looked for a perfect ring... Is it to fast to ask her to marry me???
Nope.. I don't think so... I ask her tonight.. When she sees her surprise... I hope she says yess... I can't wait to see her reaction... But am i sure about this?? Whatever.. I payed the ring.. And went back home... It was beautiful... The closet my jaw dropped... It looks so beautiful.. I thanked the people who helped me and maked everything ready...
🚺Penelopes pov:
My mom was shocked but told me it happend her too... And i need to move on... That's the best... I agreed and called jayden to pick me up... He arrived and wore a suit... I winked at him.. And he winked back...
J: we're going out for dinner., wear something fancy and classy🙈i agreed and walked upstairs but i couldn't find my clothes or my make-up... Nothing i could find... I yelled jaydens name...
J: i'm in the neighboursroom! He yelled back.. But that's the babyroom.. What is he doing there? I walked to the room..
P: babe why are you.... My jaw dropped... The whole room changed and it was a walkincloset!! I screamed of happiness.. He makes me the happiest women ... I hugged him tight and gave him thousand kisses...i wore a long black dress with a golden necklace and golden heels... I grabbed my clutch and walked downstairs.. And i stepped inside the car... We arrived at a fancy restaurant... We walked to a table and it was decorated with candles and roses... After our meal... Jayden walked over to me... And went on one knee... He opend a red velvet box.. I got tears in my eyes..
J: dear penelope, after all our ups and downs i want you to know i lobe you and you make me the happiest person in live..do you want to marry me??
I was in shock.. But i know my answer..
P: y..yess!! I yelled.. He shoved the ring about my finger..and kissed me.. People clapped and whistled.. I feel happy now..
Let's skip some weeks..
Today is THE day...i'm going to marry the man of my life... Our wedding is at our house... In brazil... And over 1 week we're going to hawaii like a honeymoon trip...i sighed..finally is the day... I wore a long white mermaid dress... I really like these dresses and they're 'simple' i grabbed my white louboutins... They're my favourite my make-up was just natural and my hair got curled.. But it's more wavy... We kept everything'simple' because we wanted more money for our trip... I applied the last layer of my nude lipstick with a soft pink lipgloss... My mom cried a bit and i supported her... She walked with me to jayden... He looked so f🙈cking hot in that smoking... I bit my lip.. And a grin appeared at his face...
After the speech we both said yes.. And gave a big kiss... The party was awesome!! Danced, drinked and had fun... He picked me up bridal style.. And we went to our hotelroom.. And IT happend... I was out of breath... I layed next to him... Starts everywhere.. He's so good.. Like a god... I layed my head on his chest and fell asleep
Today we're going to hawaii... We arrived at hawaii.. And we booked a beauriful resort... I know hawaii is beautiful... But in real it's more prettier.. I looked at jayden and he was smiling.. This day is beautiful... I'm here with the love of my life...
We swam in the sea.. And this night we have a date on the beach..,
We talked about children... And he told me he want children and fast... He really loves children and want children with me..i smiled... And i want him for the rest of my life...
That night we went back to our hotelroom... And sleeped peacefull...
We woke up... The sun was shining bright... Jayden told me he was going to walk.. This night.. And came back 3 hours later... I was worried.. But everything is okay now.... But i need to say it to him... He also smelled like alcohol.. And i don't want a drunk jayden on our honeymoon..
I'm going to say it to him tonight...
Today we went to the beach... But jayden act strange... There's something wrong...
We went back to our hotelroom...
And i asked him..