Tw's for this chapter:
~Self Harm
~Self loathing thoughts(I don't know how to describe it sorry)
~Suicidal thoughts
Celestias POV:
Worthless
The voice had started out sometime during lunch at school
Worthless!
It had gained momentum by the time for us to be dismissed
Worthless Worthless Worthless!
I wanted to at least make it back to my apartment before the bulk of it started, so I tried drowning it out
Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless!
I finally made it in my apartment and collapsed to the floor
Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless
Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless
Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless!
Nobody loves you, your parents never cared about you, your siblings have wished your death ever since you came into this world, you should fulfill their wishes, Dying is something you deserve, unlike all the wealth you've stolen from innocents just looking for a gamble
Die Celeste
Die Taeko
Die
Your worthless
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I know
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You don't have to remind me
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It's what everyone thinks of me, I've always been burden to them
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I should suffer
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I grabbed a pair of scissors, I had become used to grabbing them almost everyday at this point
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I lifted up my skirt, brought the scissors down, and cut in.
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Well that happened, sorry for all the angst, and how it's not Celesgiri or hanihaki yet, I used this chapter more just to project onto Celestia more than anything
Anyways,
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