Stargazing

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Stars look so beautiful when i watch them through the window in my room.
Glittering and gleaming.
And most precisely, Enigmatic.
Just like me.

How i always remain quiet, acting all happy and delighted. But mysterious, difficult to interpret.
Sometimes i can't even understand myself.

I don't know what i feel, what i want. It is just faking not only to others but to myself too.

Imagine your own soul being a stranger to yourself. Then how can your own people understand you?

My mother yells at me saying i am out of her understanding. That i have so many things going around inside me.

And so i agree, there's a war within me of unvalued emotions, of incomplete love, of feeling unwanted, of always being leftout.

However life goes on, and so we. Nonetheless, this feeling doesn't, except that we learn to deal with it.
                                      
-RF

Written on 21/8/21 - 7:50pm

Written on 21/8/21 - 7:50pm

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