TWENTY THREE

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by Dazzlingbyeol

by Dazzlingbyeol

                                    
                                              I don't know what to feel anymore. 
                          Sad? Regret? Hurt?
                          There's a whirlwind of emotions after you rejected me that day. We still remained friends – I guess – but it became much more awkward.

                          I think I started to pity myself; my poor heart. I'm a pretty bad owner because I didn't take care of it properly. I let it get hurts multiple times to the point it didn't know what to feel anymore. I became numb to the feelings.
                          A lot of questions were camping inside my mind but all of them went unanswered. You are making me questioned a lot about my decision.
                          Beomgyu noticed that I didn't touch my lunch. He sighed as he held my shoulder and turned me around to face him.
                          "Shinji, what if you just wake up?"