So before the party Nessa had to edit her new song for her ep. Ronnie is just sitting in the corner on his phone looking at Nessa IG photos.
The producer: Okay so that's it Nessa thanks for coming
Nessa: Yeah it was my pleasure thank you for having me.
Ronnie: Okay can we leave now
The producer: No not yeah Ronnie I need you to finish singing popular monster so we can release it tonight.
Nessa: wait really you didn't tell me you were recording a new song
Ronnie: yeah I don't have to tell you everything
Nessa: okay sorry (sits down)
Ronnie: fine let's just get this over with (starts singing)
The lyrics:I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm not a popular, popular monster
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
The producer: okay that's great. I will send you the song and let you and the band edit it.
Ronnie: okay
The producer: thank you for your time
Ronnie: (while Ronnie is walking out he puts up his middle finger) (they get in the car)
Nessa: if you hate the producer so much why do you still work with him
Ronnie: because I can and I don't hate him
Nessa: Ronnie, your the reason he got food poisoning last week
Ronnie: yeah and that is funny
Nessa: Ronnie your 37 years old
Ronnie: oh really at least I had sex about 40 times in the past year
Nessa: whatever just drive
They drive to the party and they try to look for Jaden.
Jaden: oh hey you guys are here. (Smiles) hi Ness
Nessa: (blushes) hi
Jaden: Oh Ronnie the girls are over there
Ronnie: (sees the girls) (looks at Nessa) actually I'm good I'm just going to go get something to drink
Nessa pov:
I was surprised your telling me Ronnie Radke past up girls for me. I know he liked me but not this much. Anyways me and Jaden started talking for a little bit until.
Jaden: who's ready to play truth or dare
Everybody: HELL YES
Everybody grabs there drinks and there phones, they all sit in a circle and start playing.
Blake: J truth or dare
Jaden: dare my boy
Blake: I dare you to have sex with Nessa upstairs
Nessa: (her eyes widen) (she looks at Ronnie)
Ronnie: (looks at her)
Jaden: umm nessa is that okay with you.
Nessa: y-yeah sure (they go upstairs)
A few minutes later everybody starts to hear moaning. Ronnie decides to go pick up willow and go back home. Nessa and Jaden come back downstairs all sweaty and there hair messed up.
Blake: ooo looks like you guys had fun.
Nessa: yeah (doesn't see Ronnie) hey where did Ronnie go
Blake: oh well after he heard moaning he said he was going to go pick up Willow and then go home
Jaden: Willow who's that
Blake: I don't know do you think that like his sex toy girlfriend
Nessa: (she gets disgusted) that's his fucking daughter and she's 8
Blake: oh okay I'm sorry
Nessa: it's fine sorry I got mad.
A few weeks later Ronnie and Nessa stopped hanging out and she starts hanging out with the popular kids.
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Teen FictionSo Nessa and Ronnie are in the studio, Nessa was editing her new song for her ep. but Ronnie had to finish recording his.
