Why didn't you let go if it hurt? That's what they asked. They know you're hurting, you know you're hurting.
But what make you still hold the rope that has been hurting you? Let go! It will be better they said.
Your pain will go they said. But you can't, why? Because you know if you let go you will fall.
Fall into somewhere you don't know. You know it will happen but the pain is not hurting enough for you to let go, to let yourself fall and drown.
You try your best to pull yourself back from the rope. You wait for the right person to pull you.
If, if you manage to pull yourself back, the scar is already there. Permanent on your body, on your mind. But it doesn't matter if the memories were bad.
Because in the end, the pain is worth it. You will look at the scar and think, I'm strong enough to pull myself back or I'm strong enough to hold onto the rope to let someone pull me.
In the end, you will let go of the rope that has been hurting you. It's better than let go and let yourself drown in a foreign place.
Maybe someday you can help others too, pull them from falling. Because you know how it feel, how you experience it.
One day you will look at the scar and feel proud instead of disgust. You have been through much but still strong enough to hold the rope.
Of course, you didn't want to think about what you have been through, then don't. Think about the present, what you've archived.
The person who pull you maybe will be proud too. You don't know what waiting for you in the future. So why don't you stay and see yourself?
The important key is not to give up. Have hope. Even it is small like a speck of dust. Have hope. It will help you somehow.
Just because something you hope didn't happen don't think 'my hope all crushed' nu-uh have hope. Even it is crushed, pick some of it.
Keep it. Even if you think you didn't see it have hope. It will help. Don't give up. It's hard yes. But you don't know what future waiting for you unless you're a time traveler.
Keep it up. Call others for help. If it is too embarrassing, help yourself. Not by hurting yourself but cured yourself.
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5 months later (sorry😔)
Jungkook comes running to a meeting room where Jimin and taehyung are and slammed the door open.
Jimin and taehyung look at Jungkook crying face. "What happen baby" Jimin stood up and walk to Jungkook.
Jungkook hug Jimin tightly and whisper, "t-they t-took them. They took o-our baby. Hyunwoo, Min Seong"
"WHAT!"
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30 minutes before."Yunie,yunie look" min seong show Hyun-Woo a drawing with his family.
Hyunwoo look at it and gasp. "Wow, so pretty," he said and min seong giggle, happy that his friend like it.
"Like you" Hyun-Woo whisper to himself.
After a few minutes, it's time to go back. They wait for their papa to pick them up.
Suddenly there's a loud sound like a gun being shot. The kids in the kindergarten start crying and screaming from fear and starlet from the loud noise.
The teachers there try to calm them despite being scared themselves. Then 2 guy wearing all black, face covered by a mask, holding a gun comes in the classroom.
"Who is Kim Hyunwoo and Park Min Seong here?" One of them asked. No one raises their hand.
The lovers told the kid that if someone except a teacher, call them by their full name don't do anything.
The guys look at the silent class and sigh, he went to the teacher and aim his gun at her. "Where is the kids," he asked.
The teacher start shaking with fears and point at Hyun-Woo and min seong. The two are ready to hide or run but the guys caught them in no time.
The teacher quickly take his phone out and call the kid's parent that is Jungkook. She explained to Jungkook what happen.
Jungkook on the other side quickly cut the call and start calling Jimin and taehyung. None of them answer. He breathe out a string of curses before getting in his car and drives to the company.
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Now they are at headquarters. In the living room, there are the great mafia leaders in the underground world crying in the special members' hold.
It's not the first time other members see this. They've seen them crying before because the leader didn't hide it. They show their members that they're human too. They can feel emotions.
Just because they're in the mafia didn't mean they have to always look cold, can't feel emotion, act strong. They're like family who always show each other emotions and talk about them.
That's why members in Silver Phoenix mostly are royal because they know they're in hand if a good person. Under a good person. Working for a good person. Just with a bad job.
Even if they tried to take advantage from their weakness, it won't end good. It's either a scream fill the night or someone missing with no trace at all.
"This is not what we planned, how we planned," taehyung said crying in seokjin and namjoon shoulder.
"They can't take them. They can't hurt them. They can't" Jimin mumble in between hoseok neck, wetting the shirt.
Jungkook didn't said anything just grip tightly on yoongi's jacket.
Namjoon sigh. "You guys can't be like this. I know it's hard but you show that they're your weakness. Yes, they're but they're your strength too, aren't they?" Namjoon asked.
Jimin nod. "They are ". "Then you need to show them that they mess with a wrong person and they're your strengths too not just your weakness" namjoon continues.
The three lovers take a deep breath and let their tears fall. "Let's make a new planned" Taehyung said.
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