My life is complicated. Not becuase of my mentally screwed up family, or because I am at constant war with a girl who can't let go of the past, or because I'm falling in love with someone who can't be mine, but because after I lost something so dear to me that I can hardly breathe, I began to lose myself and who I used to be. Have you ever felt like the whole world was crashing down on top of you like a boulder? LIke you don't have the strength to push it off, so you just give into your weakness and realize that you aren't as strong as you thought you were? I used to have it all. Everything that a teenage girl could want. But...I'm not even sure how it all turned into nothing.
