Dove's P.O.V
"One year! It's almost been one year, Claire!" I vented to my sister who was visiting me.
"Chloe, calm down. Why don't you just tell him you still have feelings?" She asked. Oh God she doesn't understand anything! I swear I'm gonna- No, deep breath Chloe, deep breath.
"Claire... It's not that easy. Look, I really want to but what if he doesn't wanna talk? And if I talk to him and he rejects me, I'll make a complete fool out of myself!" I practically screamed. I didn't realize I was crying until Clare, who was sitting on the couch, stood up, stopped me from my pacing, wiped my tears away and hugged me.
"And what if none of that happens? What if he also have feelings for you? What if he feels the same way?" I hadn't thought about it like that before. What if it was true? But then there would still be one problem...
"Claire... If he does, there is one thing left to worry about." I asked starting to pace again.
"And what might that be?" She asked sitting down on the couch again.
"The fans, what will they say? What if they will hate us? What if-" I started but was cut off by Claire, who once again stood up and stopped my pacing.
"Hey, Chlo, don't you remember how heart broken the fans were when you announced that you guys split up?" I took a deep and long breath and looked her in the eye.
"I guess. But-" I was once again cut off.
"No. No buts, it's late and your going to get even more worked up." I sighed. "Now, why don't we go to bed and talk more about this tomorrow, okay?"
"Fine." I said reluctantly. Me and Claire both walked into the bathroom and brushed our teeth. And may have started a water fight... But we don't need to talk about that... Anyways, we did our night routines and hugged goodnight and she went to the couch and I walked into my room plopping down on my bed. Just then my phone dinged. I took it up and looked what it was. A text from Thomas...
"Hope you had a good day, goodnight." I read out loud. God it's always so awkward when we text. I mean I kinda like it because it shows he still knows I'm on this earth, but it's so fucking awkward!
"Yeah, you too, goodnight." I texted back. Guess I'm just as awkward as he is. I put down my phone on my night stand and fell asleep.
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Thomas's P.O.V
"One year, Rachel! I've soon been without my Chlo for a year!" I was visiting my family in Scotland and was currently in my sister's room. Pacing back and forth. And I felt like hitting a wall or something. I don't want to live for that long without my sweet angel.
"Thomas, calm down before you hit something." Rachel said grabbing a firm grip on my arms making me unable to move.
"Rach, let me go. I won't pace, okay? I just don't know what to do. How do I live without the love of my life?" I said starting to tear up.
"Thomas, if you really miss her that much just talk to her." She said wiping my tears away.
"What if she doesn't want to talk? What if I do talk to her and she rejects me? What if I make a complete fool out of myself?" I said with the feeling of needing to pace. But a promise is a promise, so I sat down on her bed and she sat down next to me.
"Look, I know it must be hard, but it's late, okay? We'll talk more about it in the morning." She said hugging me.
"Okay, fine." I said breaking free from the hug and standing up walking towards the door. "Night, Rach."
"Night, Thomas"
I walked down the hallway to my room and sat down on my bed. I decided to text Chloe. I do it about once every week or so. And as usual I didn't know what to write, so another "Hope you had a good day, goodnight." text it is. Look i want to be less awkward, but you tell me how to text your ex without making it awkward. I waited a few minutes and then got a text.
"Yeah, you too, goodnight." I smiled a bit when I read the text. She's just as awkward as me. I sometimes wish I was able to reach through the screen and hug her, but it sounds a bit creepy so I keep it to myself. I put my phone on charge and went to bed.
A/N
So... That was the first chapter. Do you think they will tell each other what they feel? Or will they only keep it to their families?
Pls tell me what you thing of the chapter and I will have the next chapter up soon! Love y'all!
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