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the OLD CATHOLIC CONVENT was no place for the faint of heart. MARIA KUTSCHERA knew this too well. too often did blood spill like the wine of the lord's disciples. to our protagonist,, god had felt like a merciful deity before. the lord had pulled the strings of her life like she was his divine puppet throughout all of her existence. he was the reason she found refuge in his holy residence,, even when her mother was deceased and her father was too far in debt to the bottles of wine and bright lights of gambling to take care of her. at TWO YEARS OLD,, she was taken into this place. a home she would soon dread,, in fear of her crimson blood staining the cross if the sisters or reverend mother found her insufficient. terrified of what could be,, she agreed to devote her life to her savior. NUNRY WAS HER ESCAPE. so she thought,, but it would soon prove to be a challenge as she grew older. at the age of SEVENTEEN,, she realized that not only did she feel attraction to men,, but to women as well. she didn't feel a preference,, instead falling for their personalities and behaviors. this led to lots of hook-ups between her and the other nuns her age. suddenly,, she felt as though the church didn't hold so much power over her life. as terrified as she was of them finding out her secret,, as she had seen what they had done to others like her,, she came to the realization that if she wasn't there,, they couldn't condemn her. to escape the brutality of the bloody convent,, she found herself RUNNING TO THE HILLS,, perhaps stuck in a childlike mindset from her trauma,, she spent her days among the flowers and climbing trees,, but there was one downside,, she always had to return to the unholy structure. punishment after punishment got harsher and harsher,, her only escape was the sweet sound of the hills. no matter how much she was STARVED or BEAT,, she couldn't stay. 'A CAGED BIRD HAS THE SADDEST LIFE,, DON'T YOU THINK? YET,, SO MANY PEOPLE ARE CAGED BIRDS,, EVEN IF THEY DON'T REALIZE IT.' hope was dwindling,, the more she struggled to break free,, the more her shackles confined her. FREEDOM FELT LIKE A PRIVILEGE LONG GONE,, and no longer was she permitted to leave the church at any time.
'IF THERE WAS A GOD,, HE WOULDN'T LET ME SUFFER. HE WOULDN'T WATCH HIS CHILDREN DIE DAY BY DAY AND SIT UP THERE WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE. ONLY A LORD WHO LUSTS FOR CHAOS WOULD LET ME ENDURE THIS,, AND SO MAY IT BE THAT WE ARE WORSHIPPING LUCIFER HIMSELF. HE SHOULD BE FORGIVING ME,, HE IS THE SINNER!'
then it changed,, perhaps by a stroke of luck or a stray prayer that was answered,, she was offered a way out. THE CAPTAIN REQUESTS A GOVERNESS,, and maria immediately took the position. not aware of how the VON TRAPP'S,, A FAMILY OF A WIDOWED FATHER AND SEVEN CHILDREN,, would change her life for the better.
'SOMEWHERE IN MY WICKED CHILDHOOD,, I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING GOOD.'
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CHARACTER: MARIA KUTSCHERA / VON TRAPP. PAN MULTI SELECTIVE. ALL INTERACTIONS ARE WELCOME!! <3 CANON && DIVERGENT. !!
!!IMPORTANT NOTE!! I DO NOT OWN THIS CHARACTER. THIS IS MERELY MY INTERPRETATION !! VERY MATURE THEMES AHEAD !!
ANON PENNED BY DAPHNE. MOD USES ALL PRONOUNS. PLS FEEL FREE TO HMU AND PLOT!!
!!IMPORTANT!! THIS PORTRAYAL CONTAINS LOTS OF RELIGIOUS ANGST. THE POINT OF HER TRAUMA WITH THE CHURCH IS NOT TO PUT DOWN PEOPLE WHO ARE RELIGIOUS. AS SOMEONE WHO WAS FORMERLY RELIGIOUS,, I WANTED TO CLEAR THAT UP. THANKS!!
