|•The Mafias daughter•| |•Colby Brock•| |•Smut And Fluff•|

🔪chapter 33 🔪

Chapter song: she knows by j. Cole (I don't need to put a tw on this but I will cause it does involve weed and smoking, Ik it's not that bad but I'll get hate if I don't)

(Tw ⚠️)

    I dry off my body stepping inside. I wrap the towel around my waist as I clean up the kitchen from the hang out. Everyone had left except Kat. She stepped inside. "Hey!" She smiles at me. "Hey" I smiled back throwing the empty cups in the trash.

"So.. how are you and Colby, has he said anything?" She asked.

I put the dishes in the dishwasher. I sigh, closing it. "No, not yet." I jump onto the counter.

"I saw your post, first off, you looked hot as hell!" I giggle at Katrina's claim. "But I read he caption...d- do you still love him?" She ask. She sat down on a stool.

"Uhm well, I don't know, deep down I miss him and I just wish that our argument had never happened, but to be honest I think it's best if we keep our distance, we were... how do I say this..toxic. I guess." I said looking up from my lap.

I start fiddling with my fingers. "Oh well I'm really so-" Kats words faded as I thought back to a moment me and Colby had.

*flash back*

"Colby" I smile looking at him as he looks up at me from his computer. He closes it, setting it to the side. "Yes?" He smiles.

*end of flashback*

"Natalie?" Kat swiped her hand in front of my face catching my attention. "Yeah, sorry." I look at her, un, blurring my vision.

"I was just saying I hope you figure it out." She smiles. "Thanks." I give her a fake smile before getting off the counter. I walk over to the sink, resting my hand on the side. I felt a small tickle on my chin as a tear fell.

I wipe my cheek, clearing my self away. I shake my head. "Hey Natalie!" Kat said. "Yeah, what?" I turn around quickly. "Can I ask you something else?" She said walking up to me.

"Yeah?" I raise an eyebrow. "How did you know you loved Colby?" She crossed her arms.

"Well I uhm... I don't know, I just felt at home when I looked into his eyes and I guess when I was around him, was w- when I was the most happy." I said focusing on my left hand. "Oh...okay. Thanks." She said walking away. I sigh as I throw a wrapper away. I walk upstairs, knocking at Sams door.

He opens it. "Hey what's up?" He asked. "Uhm I need some towels for my bathroom"

"Oh okay.. uhm I don't have many, look in Colbys bathroom." He said, I nod as he shut the door. I let out a small breathe as I opened Colbys door shutting it behind me. I walk through his left empty room, his smell lingering in the air, his clothes scattered.

I walked into his bathroom and grab 3 towels. I put them in a neat stack and walk out the bathroom shutting the door. I walked to the door when I heard a noise from outside. I raise an eyebrow and set the towels down on his dresser.

I walk to his balcony door opening it, I step out to see a shirtless Colby. "Oh..." Is all I say, "sorry I did- are you smoking weed?" I asked as the hint of weed hit my nose.

He blew out smoke. "Yeah, Wanna hit?" He passed me the blunt. I smile as I take a hit. I inhale, sitting down. "I needed that" I close my eyes letting the air hit my face.

I lean my head against the metal bars. I opened my eyes taking another hit then passing it back to Colby. I pull my legs up sitting criss-cross as I watch Colby take it from my hand.

"So uh, how you been?" I asked fiddling with my fingers, pulling my bracelet then letting it hit my arm, leaving a slight sting.

"Uhm..good I guess," he sighed taking another hit. "What about you?" He blew the smoke out. I look up to see Him staring at me. "Uhm I..I have been okay I guess. I don't know if you know but I actually live here now.. so.." I smile nervously.

"Cool." Is all he says before looking me up and down then looking away. "So, where have you been staying" I asked trying to start up a conversation.

"Uhm, ambers." He said blowing out more smoke then passing it to me, this time our hands touched, I quickly pulled away. "Oh" my heart sank. "S- so are y'all like together again?" I asked taking a hit, inhaling then blowing it out.

"no...uh we aren't, I just stayed with her, did some things I regret." Is all he had to say and I already knew what he meant. I handed the blunt back to him. "You? Uh talking to anyone?" He reached over grabbing the roll out of my hand. "Nope" I pop the p. "no one.. the only person that's pleasing me is myself." I laugh.

Colby smirks and chuckles a tiny bit "so you like?.." , I smile. "Yes okay, don't talk about it!" I laugh. "Aye I ain't putting no shame in your game." He adds onto my laugh. Colby clears his throat. "So...." He said smiling.

Definitely missed that.

"So....?" I smile back. I then hide my hands in my face , putting my knees to my chest. "God. This is so awkward." I giggle.

"Really?" Colby says throwing what was left of the blunt. I look at him. "I don't think it is." He smirks.

Didn't miss that...but missed it at the same time.

I rest my head on my knees, making eye contact with Colby for about 30 seconds before I stand up. "Uhm" I wipe the dirt off my butt. "I uh, got to go, told Sam I would watch a movie with him after I shower." Colby stood up crossing his arm. He stands about 2 feet away from me, leaning against the wall.

"You know I would let you join...."

I did not just say that.

"But.. that be kinda you know. Cause like we don't really talk anymore. You know a-"

Girl... just stop.

I stop myself. "I'm sorry. I don't why I said that. I just came to g-" I was interrupted with a gentle, soft pair of lips against mine.
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Tehee.... Is this sorry boring? I feel like it is.