VALENTINA´S POINT OF VIEW
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SO I ALREADY KNOW ASHLEY PURDY, ANDREW BIERSACK, CHRISTIAN COMA, JAKE PITTS , JEREMY FERGUSON AND SANDRA ALVA; AND AT NIGHT I´M GOING TO MEET THE OTHER GIRLS THAT ARE: LAUREN (CC´S GIRLFRIEND), SAMMI (JINXX´S FIANCEE) AND ELLA (JAKE´S GIRLFRIEND) SO I THINK IS GOING TO BE INTERESTING SO LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS MABY THEY DON´T LIKE ME OR I DON´T KNOW AND WELL IT IS GONNA HAPPEN WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN.
WE WERE IN THE BACKYARD TALKING OBOUT SANDRA´S LAST TOUR WITH HER NEW BAND, THEY WENT TO A LOT OF PLACES THAT I WANT TO GET TO KNOW, LIKE LONDON, IRELAND, SWITSERLAND, PARIS AND A LOT MORE I HOPE IF IT´S NOT TOO MUCHO TO ASK THAT WHEN THE GUYS AND I BECOME MORE FRIENDS OR MORE THAN FRIENDS (IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN) THEY TAKE ME TO ONE TOUR OF THEM.
"Do you want some beer?" -- Ashley asked --.
"No thanks" -- I said --.
"You don´t drink?" -- Sandra asked giving a sip out of her bottle of beer --.
"No, but I smoke" -- I said turning one cigarett on --.
"Since what age you started smoking?" -- Andy asked --.
"Since I was 15 or 16 years old" -- I said absorving some of my cigarett --.
"You were too young" -- Andy said --.
"Pleas, at what age you started smoking?" -- I asked --.
"Like at the same age" -- Sandra said --.
"You see, it isn´t something bad" -- I sad --.
"Haven´t you think that maybe the cigarett is the cause of your nose-bleeding?" -- he asked curiously -.
"No, I started nose-bleeding when I was 5 years old" -- I said --.
"Nose-bleeding? What the hell?" -- Ashley said --.
"Yes well. I was born with a sickness. My nose is too sensitive, if I jump, flip my head back and forth or do some exagerate movement my nose starts bleeding and to prevent that I have to take some pills and if I dont I will bleed to dead" --I explained to everybody --.
"Wow that is weird" -- Sandra said --.
"Yes I know, but I got used to it so whatever" -- I said like if it was nothing --.
"Whatever? You can die and you don´t give a shit?" -- Andy asked --.
"I do give a shit, you think if I didn´t gave a shit I will bother in even taking the fucking pills" -- I said a little bit angry to Andy --.
"Yes you are right, I´m sorry do not be angry with me" -- He apologized and made a puppy face --.
"OH. It´s ok don´t worry" -- I said --.
"Thank you" -- he said with a big smile on his face --.
"OH come here give me a hug" -- I ordered --.
"Yes miss; as you wich" -- he said --.
He got near me and grabbed me from the hip and hugged me like if he had never hugged me before that was so sweet and lovely, I love Andy. I know is a very short time for me to feel something more than a good friendship, but things happen and if this has to happen is going to happen and I wish that is good for me, Andy and the guys of the band, in some kind of way I´m a little scared of what may happen, but until something really bad like I mean really bad happens I may change my relationship with Andrew. But I hope nothing bad or out of the commun happens to us.
