The Girl of My Dreams

Chapter 14

I swore to her i wouldn't so why did I, did all the pressure and hell collapse on me? Yeah that sounds about right. Oh god what if she finds out how could she not we shower together alot and fuck pls sometimes i just like being naked. "Fuck she's going to see." I thought to myself just then she walked in the door i jumped quickly pulling my boxers back up. She looked at me suspicious and walked towards me. "What are you hiding Andy?" She asked. I looked down at the ground as she pulled up the leg of my boxers seeing my scars. She immediately threw the leg back down and looked at me with tear filled eyes. "I'm sorry....I broke i seen the blade in my drawer and all the shit that happened with dad and I just...I'm sorry." I said as she started crying and held me tight she got my blood on her, she soon realised this and cleaned herself up as i went to the bathoom and started to clean up. I wanted more it felt so good the blood was so beautiful. I needed more i pulled open my bathroom drawer that had the blades and looked at them, all those beautiful shiny stress relievers. She noticed the way i looked at them and frowned and pulled me out of the bathroom. "Andy, baby please don't we have a baby coming very soon." She was right our baby girl didn't need this kind of impression of her dad. I needed to relax a different way maybe i can do kick boxing or something. I kissed Kat on the forehead. "I love you, i'm so sorry." I said looking into her eyes. "It's okay, I love you too." She said as we kissed slowly.
Sorry it's not long and that i haven't added in a few days been busy.