I am not trying to promote self-harm. Don't do it. Saviour your life. Think about the people that loves you. Especially your mother. Going through labour, hours of pain, all for you to come to life. If your ever need anyone to talk to, you can inbox me. To you I may just seem like a Wattpad writer that has no life everyday hoping that James Mcvey & Harry Styles gets married to her but I can help you.
Leave all that sappy stuff behind and let us all have our moment with Brad.
Your POV
I grabbed my phone and opened twitter . Gasped that all the rumors about me cheating on Brad. Scrolling through the hashtag, lots of people said some harsh things.
@thevampsfanforeverxx: Y/N will never deserve Brad after this. I told you she was a whore but did anybody believe me? No. I hope you die @yourusername.
Tears were flooding my eyes. My heart clenched at all the hates. When I finally had enough, I threw my phone across the room. I sat up and walked to the bathroom. I have not done this for 2 years now but I guess the time is right. Searching for my old razor kept at the back of the cabinet in a dusty black bag. I unzipped it and there it revealed my best friend along with a handkerchief filled with dry blood. I turn on the tap water for the bathtub & when it was full, I sat in, fully clothed.
I lifted my sleeves all the way to my elbow. Grabbing the rusty razor into my right hand, I faced my left wrist.
(I DON'T WANNA DESCRIBE HOW SHE CUTS. IT'S CRINGE WORTHY.)
Suddenly someone knocks the door. I knew it had to be Brad. He must have returned from recording. I hurried up drained the water, wiping blood off my wrist & blow-drying my wet clothes.
"Ahh! Honey you're home! Yes! Wait a minute!" I said.
When my clothes starts to dry off I opened the door to reveal a half naked Brad on his phone lying on the bed. His face was scrunched up like he was squinting his eyes to read something. He must have not realized I was done. I jumped onto the bed and peeked on his phone. I saw he was on the twitter hate page about me. I hugged his waist and buried my face into his neck.
"You do know all this stuff about you is not true right?" Brad said. I nodded, I was lying so deep inside.
-TO BE CONTINUED-
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