Lonely

How I met her

It was a normal day me getting fucked up high
all day then preparing myself to get drunk that night , like I was always doing everyday. See before I met her I was lost, I had this feeling love wasn't real, because all it's ever done is let me down. Life wasn't shit, I was the scum of this earth feeding into its bullshit that there are plenty of fish out there , truth is most of the fish are disgusting, pathetic pieces of shit, I think cheaters should get shot on spot , anyways back to the story, I had a friend at the time, notice how I said at the time. Yeah so he was engaged to this girl, this girl he use to talk to big on just to the next second degrade her in a horrible way, I didn't seem like that was right like fuck you guys are engaged how could you talk about you fiancé like that. Well she came over that day I had bought a bottle of svedka for myself and whoever wanted a swig, but when she walked into that apartment door... my whole world stopped, everything froze still in time it was as if the universe was screaming something to me, then I jumped back into reality. She was still there and holy fuck was she just the most beautiful thing in this world. Blue hair my favorite color, green eyes so fucking beautiful that it has me staring for hours and her smile well that made my heart beat fast, I layed my eyes on a pure angel, I didn't think she would even think about seeing me in that way I later would find out she would and boy am I happy I made the ballsy move I made... buts that's for the next chapter.