Cold Blood

Chapter 7: Weekend

The next morning.

Taeyeon and I had our usual breakfast without talking about what happened last night. Again, she cooked for me. I think I'll be forever in debt with her if she won't let me make up for her.

Anyways, last night I don't remember when did I fell asleep but when I woke up today, I was tucked in my bed comfortably. I think I might have fallen asleep in her arms last night.

Taeyeon didn't utter a word about anything that happened last night though. She didn't even asked me why did I cry. Not even a single word how I fell asleep.

My day is just the usual. Breakfast with Taeyeon, attend classes, ate lunch with the girls, last class for the day and then left to walk in the apartment. I'm not in the mood to do anything at all.

I wasn't feeling so broken hearted actually. I just wanna give time to myself. I never expected to get cheated on. I was used to men wrapped around my fingers. So I think my pride was hurt more than my heart does. I admit, I like Siwon. That is why I agreed to be in a relationship with him. I said the words I love you to him but half of it is just because of the thought that he is my boyfriend so therefore, I should love him.

My mind said I should love him. So I tried to love him. And I think I might have loved him a little. I was actually in the process of loving him completely when he started to act strangely. Honestly, I'm quite relief that I found out earlier. At least I don't have a cheater of a boyfriend anymore.

Anyways, I sent him a text message this morning telling him that we're not a thing anymore. "We're over." That's all I sent him. No explanation or whatsoever. I don't know if he have seen it or did he tried to reach me 'cause I've already blocked his number on my phone.

"Fany, dinner is ready." Taeyeon's head popped at the doorway as she spoke. I didn't even know that she's here.

"Dinner? Already?" Confused, I check the time and surely, it's already 7 pm. Wow. I was zoning out that long?

"Are you okay? You're a bit off today." She stood up straight as she completely let her body inside the room.

"I'm fine. My mind's just occupied with something." I waved my hand on her. I stood up from my bed and made my way to the kitchen stool. I can feel her eyes on me as she trailed behind me.

"Do you... wanna talk about it?" She's very hesitant to say that. It's like, she wanted to be very careful to ask such stuffs to me. I know she's been dying in curiosity since last night. And I appreciate that she didn't forced me to speak. Since I cried and fell asleep in her arms, I think it's only reasonable to tell her why.

"I was cheated on last night." I casually replied as I sat at the kitchen stool.

"Oh..." She was taken aback. I think she didn't expected that too. "So... you've broke up?" Why is she so hesitant to speak? I wanna chuckle out loud. She's so cute.

"Yes. I sent him a text this morning."

"Did he said something?"

"No, I didn't gave him a chance to. I've blocked his number." I shrugged.

"You'll be fine soon enough. He doesn't deserve you. You're way too perfect for him." She said very gently whilst holding my hand that's been laying beside my plate. I look up to her. Her eyes is telling me nothing but sincere concern.

Shouldn't she be celebrating now? I'm finally free. I'm single. She can do all the ways she wanted to get me without the boundaries of me having a boyfriend. But no. Instead of celebrating, she's showing me sympathy. Seriously, how could they call her a cold blood if she's nothing but warm to me? She's very adorable. A matured woman who has an open mind. A complete turn on if I may say.