Scars

Part2:School After 6 Weeks off

I wake up barely opening my eyes, I lift myself up swinging my naked legs over my double bed placed in the centre of my tiny room, I peel my back of the bed like a sticker the heat and sweat is unbearable.
I look at myself in the long mirror stretching from my room the my carpet covering three quarters of my wall full of Nicki Minaj posters and In the mirror I notice a slight bag under my right eye and I pull out my top draw and Dab my broken concealer onto the dark circle and rubbing it in with my ring finger as the stick crumbles of pieces onto my black glittery carpet.

Now that's sorted I walk downstairs in nothing but a white dressing gown and slippers, I sit myself down on the kitchen table while asking my Auntie Hazel to quickly rustle up some pancakes in a sweet voice while giving her puppy dog eyes...

She laughs and starts making the mix, as she does that I go upstairs to get ready for School pricking my foot on the screws that stick out my stairs because the carpet was ripped up last week.
I slide on some ripped jeans a black Bra and throw on a white shirt that shows my shoulder then I swiftly grab my straighteners straighten the top of my hair and then grab my curlers to curl the ends,this took me around 15 minutes and I can smell the pancakes, I walk downstairs leaving a dot trail of blood from my foot on my way down, the moment I reach the kitchen I have 10 minutes until Libbi comes to walk with me so I take a fork fold the pancake three times then down them in four large bites.
I hear a loud knock(kind of like a police knock) answer the door and shout "WHAT? YOU FUCKING WEIRDO" not knowing it was Libbi and she stands there with a distraught look on her face thinking it was ment for her and I quickly say "shit sorry" and laugh she just replies it's "alright aha" and then asks if I'm coming so I crab my river island bag and run out the door locking it on my way out shoutings bye to Hazel.
On the way the school me and Libbi talk about what we're doing at our sleepover next Saturday and see Niall and Harry 20 paces infront , "OH MY GOD I HATE THEM" I scream and they turn around knowing i mean them then they stare for 20 seconds until Libbi twists her finger miming turn around and gives them a rude look while she scrolls through Instagram and the moment they stop looking I ask Libbi why she's not on Twitter and her reply was "Twitters Stupid and Instagram's Twitter for people who can't read" I laugh nearly falling to the ground and then get up and by now where at the school gates so we jog up the 50 steep steps to get to the school main doors and open the door in rage of them weirdos starring at us.

The moment we walk inside , silence no one says a word, well we can't help being the most popular girls in school can we now??
There's a creepy year 9 who pervs on Libbi and he comes up to us making some sexual face so Libbi uses all her force and slams him into the year 7 lockers in fury she screams and we walk into tutor in silence.

We aren't aloud to sit next to each other in tutor because Mr Fitz knows we're like magnets and if we're together there will be an argument but I sit next to Louis, the only boy in school I actually like it might be because he's Bisexual but he's not one of those people that would flaunt it for attention he's just really chilled and funny Libbi likes him as well, he's slept at mine a few times even in the same bed but we aren't bothered about any of that we are who we are and why would some trampy football obsessed Neanderthals change us.

I feel sorry for Libbi she sits next to Harry, He's always flirting and he thinks he's better than everyone else cuz he can do sports, wow I can kick a ball and I don't mean one on a football pitch so if he carries on il show him how I feel about the prick.

I used to like him until Niall came into school I used the like Niall aswell that's the funny thing but now they are just dicks.

First lesson, I have English it's alright I get to sit next to Libbi though so it's good.

Miss Channing walks into the room in her usual posh fashion,she whispers with my English supply teacher and says something about a new student I couldn't make out the name but then ....

The cutest boy I've ever seen in my entire life walks in and as I gaze into his perfect dazzling eyes Miss Channing says my name and then the words "Kirsty your ok with Liam sitting next to you aren't you?" As I'm still gazing into his eyes I notice what's she said and I pull myself up and shout "WHAT,huh HIM NEXT TO OH YES PLEASE" I run out of the room in embarrassment, oh my god why did I say that no just no the fittest boy I've seen now thinks I'm a fucking pervert just no, I go into the girls toilets hitting my head in rage,after 20 minutes in the bathroom I make my way back to the class room and simply explain that I had a personal problem and she said its
Fine and I sat down trying not to make eye contact with Liam, everyone knew i liked him but thank fuck Liam didn't hear what I said well that was what Libbi text me.

The supply teacher passes me a note and it says *Kirsty may you show Liam around the school for today please -Mrs Channing*
I don't know if I should be ecstatic or depressed.
I turn my head into Liam's direction and I stare at his forehead because if I stare into those eyes I swear il go into a daze of dirty sex thoughts, and I just simply said "I was asked to show you
Around after lesson if that's ok with
You?" I say in the nicest voice I've ever used with a boy,he replies "oh ok sure that would be great" while he smiled.

Oh my god his voice it's the sexiest noise I've heard he must be from England somewhere like Wolverhampton my aunties from there and I know those accents inside out,

The bell just sounded and I ask him if he's got all of his stuff he tells me yeh thanks and we leave the classroom after everyone else so they don't get the wrong idea,not like I didn't wish there idea would be right.
First I show him round all of the floors for each lesson on his time table and it's really awkward and silent until we both speak at the same time and then laugh so I say "you first" and he laughs again and says the words I wish I heard sooner *if you wouldn't mind can you help me study after school I have that English test and I haven't learnt any of the subjects?* I stutter the word yes around four times and then offer for him to do it round mine and he says In that beautiful British voice "perfect" then I say not thinking "I know you are" then I slap my mouth closed and he asks what I said and I just say nothing I forgot then say see you next lesson and leave him in the hall to meet Libbi on the tennis courts ready for the last few lessons.

Nothing happens in the next three lessons exempt from I sit across the room from Liam and we didn't say a word.