The Bet [Hessa]

Chapter 11

Tessa

After last night. I needed makeup to hide the bags under my eyes. After my second lecture, now my third is journalism and then Literature with Hardin. After yesterday's event I'm scared to encounter with him. I head near my locker to get my books.

There's a note sticking on my locker. I take in my hand and read it.
'You look beautiful xx'
I can tell, it's his handwriting. I crumpled it in my hand and threw it away. I know who it is and I don't want him to compliment me. That's the last thing I want right? Then why my heart is happy about it? I shake my heads to dismiss all the thoughts only to fall in them again.

When I thought he loved me, he was using me and now that I'm certain he doesn't love me. He is claiming that he is in love with me and want me back. What am I? An object? That you throw whenever you want and take it back again. He shouldn't have done anything if was so in love with me.

I threw the paper on floor, took my books for next class and head to the class while cursing whole way to my class. After the event at frat House. I've became more aggressive than I was before. I get annoyed at small-small things. I wasn't like this. Neither do I want to be like this.

God! This man totally changed me. He practically ruined my life by humiliating me and then accused me  for being clingy then coming out of nowhere for forgiveness. He is messing with my head. If I'll keep thinking about him. Soon I'll be in mental asylum.

Journalism was okay. Now I'm heading for literature. Hardin. I've to encounter with him. I can't miss the lecture either. I've missed enough lectures this month. I can't anymore.

I sat in front seat. The professor was little late. He still isn't here. There aren't many students in the class. Only few, who are generally interested in studying. We sat there and waited for good half an hour before the notice came that the Mr. Mendes have quit the job. So the class was dismiss.

I was greatful that I didn't had to encounter with him. I quickly pick up my things and left. Since it was my last lecture. I head to parking lot. Where I find another note on my window.
'You threw my note on floor like shit. It hurted me :( but you really are looking beautiful. I love you so much xx'
He is getting on my nerves. I remove a pen from my bag and wrote a note on his and threw it again on the floor. I know he will come and get this to see what I wrote. He probably is looking at him from somewhere. I smirk and get in my car and head to my house.

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Hardin

I saw she wrote something on the note and threw it on the floor. She probably know I'm watching her.

The note that I stick on her locker. When she read and threw it on the floor. I was hurt but I know. I'm getting what I deserve. It is hurting worst than I'm right now. I saw her pull her car out of the parking lot. I head where her car was and pick up the note and read.
'Stop it! You are making me hate you more than I do now. I told you I don't wanna do anything with you! Leave me alone! I'm not falling for you again! You are just an inconsiderate asshole!'
Ouch! It hurts more than I thought. Maybe I should have listen to Landon when he said that I should start over with Tessa.

Why am I so stubborn? God! I gotta do something if I don't want to lose her completely. I crumpled the paper in my hand and threw it on ground. Turn my heels and sat in my car. The whole ride I was thinking what am gonna do now? I'll keep this letter thing continue until I can't find another way.

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