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Dream

I didn't want to be here tonight, but of course sapnap dragged me out here.

I mean don't get me wrong i love sapnap he's always trying to make me happy and i have no clue how he even puts up with my moody attitude, but he does and he has since we were 5 years old. I don't even know what i could do without him anymore but sometimes i wish i did know.

Nights like tonight really get me wondering where i would be right now without him and if i would be still stuck in my dorm room all alone crying myself to sleep because that stupid bitch cheated on me and then said it was all a mistake i mean who makes a mistake like that.

But sapnap was there to help me, like always and he decided to drag me out to george's stupid party. I mean george out of all people. Let's just say, me and george aren't the best of friends. Now i don't know if sapnap dragged me out here so i wouldn't be alone back at the dorm or so i could actually have fun but it doesn't matter.

I'm here and i'm alone. While sapnap goes and has fun with his friends Karl, Quackity and some other chicks that have found their way over to them. His intentions didn't matter cause i'm not having fun and i'm alone here which is even worse then being alone at the dorm cause i get to suffer while i watch everyone else have fun, with eachother.

I don't understand why sapnap really thought he could drag me out here and expect me to willing have fun. It's fine though because sapnap does have his own life that doesn't revolve around me but i'm still stuck here and i can't even go home cause my car got completely totalled in a little accident about a month ago and i got my licence taken off of me, so that's just great.

And that leads me here, sitting in the corner of george fucking house watching everyone else dance around eachother or get drunk or do whatever the fuck they want while i'm just sat here feeling sorry for myself. I only have myself to blame really, it my choice not to loosen up and have a little fun but i'm sticking to that plan even if it mean i have to suffer the whole duration of this party. and the aftermath of sapnap gets carried away.

Until i notice him, silently begging for help while people step around him even taking him into recognition.

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