Never Alone

Oh shit

After our first day the weeks flew by, it's been nearly 3 months since they left. faith some how has managed to begin filling the hole they left behind but it still hurts when I think about The Cullen women, every time I think about that it rips at the hole I already have in my heart, oh also I cut my hair it's now a messy short like style that's says 'just been fucked' in a sexy way, anyway turns out I was right Angela is one of faiths mates, even through they have become close and faith has done nothing but flirt with angel, Angela is still with Ben which I can see hurts faith, I just wish I could help her.
"Yo B!" Faith says waving her hand in front of my face, I slap her hand away from my face.
"Move your greasy hand out of my face" I snap scrunch my face up on disgust watching her devour a stake of BBQ ribs, the juice running down her chin and all over her hands.
"Whoa chill B" she says mouth full of food holding her greasy hands in a mock defence.
"Shit your eating like a kid Fai wipe you fucking mouth and don't speak with your mouth full" I says pushing tissues in her face. So it's a Friday, and I lunch time we're sat a a table with the rest of our friend who look like they are stuck between being amused by out bickering and being disgusted by faiths eating habits.
"Anywayyyyyy...... You to coming to la push tomorrow? All of us are going it's supposed to being hot" mike said wiggling his eyebrows at the word 'HOT' everyone at the table roles their eyes except Jess who staring at him so hard I think he may actually pop.
I look towards faiths and raise a questioning eyebrow, she looks towards angel who's concentrating on playing with bens finger that are intertwined with her own she sighs in defeat and shrugged, I pat her forearm underneath the table to try to comforts her.
"Sure why not, what time do you wants us down there?" I say rubbing a soothing thumb on faiths arm as I can tell she's getting more and more upset with angel and Ben.
"Ummmmm.........I dunno bout 12 ish" Mike says scratching the back of his head and shrugging his shoulders.
Faith suddenly jumps up "bells about to go so I'll see you guy later, B I'll meet you by the car" as soon as she's finished speaking she's outta there. I'm confused as to what triggered this reaction from her so I look round and low and behold there's Ben and angel sucking face like theirs lives depend on it. I fell a tight ping of sympathy In my chest for Fai.
" Yeah I think imma head out to guys I'll see you tomorrow" as I walk away I hear a round of 'bye' 'cya' 'laters' I walk the way I f saw Fai go. I catch her sent which leads out side which then leads to the forest, i run at an inhuman speed and when I come close to where her scent is strongest I hear crashing and banging sounds, I reach the clear to find faith on her knees sobbing surrounded by broke and up rutted trees. My heart breaks at the sight and I does so even more when I see and hear her scream out as if she is going through the most horrible and painful torture ever.
"Oh Fai" I run over to her pulling her into my arms she clings to me so tight it starts to hurt but i don't care "baby girl it's ok......shhhhh it's gonna be ok" I say running my fingers through her hair and holding her head to my chest.
" I...it's n..not ok....B i.......it hurts s..so much........so fucking much.." as she finishes speaking she lets out the most gut retching sobbing I have ever heard come out of her mouth.
After a while her sobbing become hiccups and her hiccups stop all together after she fall asleep. I look at her she looks so at peace that it pains me to see her like that, I push some hair out of her face an start running my fingers through her hair.
"Don't worry Fai I'll help you get her, I've watched you hurt for to long now you will get you girl I promise" I say becoming determined to stop her pain no matter what it take.

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Sorry it took so long to update but I've been busy with college and stuff so again sorry but thanks for reading and tell me of there's anything you would like me to add thanks hope you enjoyed it :)