A
Lonely heart
Of
Non
Existant feeling
They say me that it's better to cry
Then hiding my emotions
But the truth here is
They are the one who made me emotionless
They'll act nice to me first
I Will play along with the drama
Thinking it will not be always the same fate.
But in the end the fate is their side to making me feel like left out which now i used to
They will say i am beautiful at the start
And in the end they will say they are leaving me cause I am ugly
They'll will use me and throw me off like nothing
Every time this happens i feel something
Which I don't have words to describe
"Cause any combination of 26 letters can not describe how much shit i am going through"
I wanna cry out
But in the end
They will frame me
As a weak girl
And take advantage of me
IF I CRY THAT DOESN'T MEAN I AM WEAK IT MEANS I AM TIRED OF BEING STRONG FOR SO LONG!!!
And i cried enough
They made me think i am useless
When I am more useful than them
They are the one who made sins
And I am the one who pays off
Now I am numb
But I am not dumb
To face this same shit again
So it's better to be alone than being with people who will leave you alone
And make you feel like you are alone
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