I feel it, I die spiritually
i don't have a decent grip on anything anymore
I don't know who to trust
I don't feel any pain anymore
feels completely empty
there is nothing left
my pain remains no matter how much and how deep
it no longer makes it easier even for a moment
I don't want to die
I just don't understand what I'm doing here anymore
It feels like you are all lost
I feel like you wouldn't now be meant to kill myself
but that's exactly why I don't want to do it because I want to know what happens if I live this way, insensitive
-dav
