Luna Larusso

New beginnings

I woke up, took a shower, got changed, and put some eyeshadow on the lower part of my eyelid, like every other day. Sometimes i wish i could lock myself in my room and never come out.
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I walk downstairs and my family is already sitting down eating breakfast so why not join them, right?

Daniel: Hey Luna the pancakes are over at the counter over there.

My whole family looks at me, oh my god kill me now please. I walk over to the counter and put my pancakes on my plate and grab the syrup and pour it on there. While doing that i'm just staring at Sam. She's pretty, she's popular, She's the perfect daughter......gross.
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After eating breakfast for a while my father decides to break the silence, which was a mistake.

Daniel: So are you three excited for school?

Sam: Of course! I cant wait to see all of my friends!!

Anthony just moans at the the question. Now everyone is staring at me. They try to smile but i just know their terrified on what i might say, Because well i'm Luna.

"no." i said playing with the leftover of my food. I hoped that they would just leave me alone but obviously they didn't get the hint.

Sam: if your worried about making friends don't worry, i can introduce you to many people!

I'm disgusted. I didn't really like Sam, she was a brat and she was the favorite that's enough information for me to not like her. I just gave her a stare and left it like that, i am not in the mood to get in a argument today.
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Now it's time for lunch, the best and worst part of school. It's the worst because i always have to eat either in the bathroom or with the janitor or else Sams popular friends will make fun of me for some dumb ass reason. If i knew how to fight, i would definitely kill all these motherfuckers. As walking around the cafeteria i bump into a boy with brown hair.

??: Hey sorry about that i wasn't looking where i was going....um i'm miguel!

"Luna, Luna larusso."

Miguel: Well nice to meet you luna, i'm gonna ask to sit at that table over there wanna join me?

Oh my god this is my chance to finally have a decent lunch and not have to listen to the janitor crying everyday about how this jobs doesn't pay him enough.

"uh yeah, sure i'll join you."

We walk over to the table i see two boys, Eli and Demetri. I know everyone in the school to be honest. I mostly known as the "quiet girl" so nobody really knows who i am.

Miguel: Is it cool if we sit here?

Demetri: Sorry tables really blowing up right now-

i blocked his voice out, it was getting annoying. i stopped listening until he said sit. Miguel introduced him self so now everyone was looking at me waiting for me to say my name.

"Luna."

Eli: That's a nice name

I noticed Eli had a scar on his lip and he was covering it up, honestly i don't give a shit. They all started to talk and i just started to zone out like always but then they started talking about a group of girls walking by so i looked over and saw who it was. Fuck. Me. It was Yasmine, Moon, and Sam.

"You guys actually don't like them right? They are total whores." i started to chuckle.

Miguel: Just because their hot doesn't mean their mean.

"Yea, it actually does mean that."

Demetri: I don't care if Yasmine is the meanest girl in school, i'd kill all three of you just to get her to spit in my face.

I started to not listen to the conversation after that. I could see why Demetri got bullied, he's so weird. I then saw Miguel get up and start to walk to the girls table. It looked like he was staring at Sam, what the fuck. I saw Kyler join the table and put his arms around Sam. I fucking hate Kyler with a passion, that kid has bullied me since like kindergarten when i accidentally fell and busted my lip. If i could kill someone and get away with it, he would be my choice. Miguel started to walk back to our table defeated. Not my problem.
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I finally am back at home. I don't know which one i hate more, my own house, or school. I was in my room listening to music, i was in sweatpants and a sports bra when i heard my door open.

Daniel: Hey sweetie i came to tell you to put a shirt on, Sams boyfriend is coming over.

WHAT THE HELL-

"ok." He left my room and i started to panic. I connected the dots and realized she was dating Kyler. Why else would he have his arm around her. Sam knew i had a rough time in school but she never knew i was bullied personally. But even if i told her about Kyler she wouldn't even care.
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At dinner i basically blanked out the whole time. This way it was easier to not lose control and start an argument. I saw that Kyler wouldn't eat the food my dad was giving him. So disrespectful this kid asked for fish sticks.
Mom and Sam went to the kitchen. I just ate and thought to myself for a while. But i hear Kyler talking about how he just got jumped for no reason at all by a drunk man at a mini mall. Listen, these situations can happen but knowing Kyler i just know he didn't get jumped for no reason.

"Your full of shit Kyler." There you go, i lost my shit.

Kyler: haha uh sorry who are you.

This bitch. "You know who i am."

Kyler: Oh, your that quiet girl in the back of my chemistry class right?

"English."

Kyler: oh.

I leaned close to him giving him the meanest look possible. "I don't know what your trying to pull Kyler, but no one is buying ur bullshit."

Daniel: Luna! this is is Sams boyfriend and you'll treat him with respect like anyone else.

I just kept giving Kyler a look like i was gonna kill him and i think i might.

Daniel: Luna are you listening to me?!

I gave my dad a glare.

Daniel: Just go to your room Luna.

I got out of my chair and went to my bedroom slammed the door and jumped on my bed facing the ceiling. I really did want to murder kyler. If i did that would make things worse having everyone know i'm this physcopath. If i keep losing my shit like this something bad may happen. But, im just going to sleep on this maybe i'll wake up and feel super happy....maybe.