Flash back
Sidharth and shehnaaz sleeping together hugging eachother but there is something different in that cuddle, sidharth is hugging shehnaaz soo tightly that it's the last time he's ever going to cuddle he knows that today is the day when they should part their way and the taught of making her go away from his make sidharth heart wrenched.
"How am I suppose to live without her?" He questioned himself and he knew he wouldn't have any answer for this question.
The only taught is running in his head from yesterday when he read some tweets regarding their relationship indeed he haven't confess his love to her yet but everytime him saying "pyaar dosti hai" makes it clear he love her by saying "shehnaaz meri dost hai" its just that simple to make people understand that he loves her, indirect speech was given by him to the whole world.
On the other hand shehnaaz is hugging him tightly as he was hugging her thinking that they'll live the whole of their life together.
"Wow puri life sidharth ke sath kitna accha honga na?" She questioned herself and she knows she wouldn't have any answer for it but all she know is she'll be happy, this will be their happy ending little she didn't know was this wasn't their happy ending.
"Hayee kitna accha dikh raha hai yeh?" She caressing his cheeks got up and made some calls to give him a little surprise and then she's definitely deciding to give him a grand surprise after he came from his shoots.
She came out of the bathroom just to look at sidharth who was still sleeping she smiled and went outside to take her parcel which came from the pharmacy she took the parcel gave the money and went to the bathroom again she created a nice tiffin box for sidharth as he have his shoot today.
But this time she decided to make two tiffins in one there is the one special dish which she always give him and he loves having it and in another tiffin she wrote a sweet love letter and a rectangular thing in a plastic zip lock bag it was small rectangular plastic thing inside the plastic bag which fitten perfectly init.
SHe kissed the rectangular thing over the pag and put it inside the red heart shaped envelope she smiled wholeheartedly and went inside looking at sidharth who just came out from the bathroom after having a-bath.
She look at him he's indeed the most handsome man she had ever came through in her entire life but there was an awkward silent between then sidharth decided to have a conversation with her when she starts something and shehnaaz was blushing continuously cant wait for him to read and look at the tiffin and know about the surprise.
"Yeh le tera tiffin" shehnaaz said putting ths box over the table while smiling sidharth notice that smile it wasn't the usual smile this time her smile was touching her ears will he ever forgive himself for taking this smile away from her face?
"Ajj nhi chaheye" he replied to her rudely while wearing his watch making shehnaaz face fall in sadness.
"Thik hai khana mat but please ek baar dekh lena please" she said with a hope in her eyes but when she looked at him she can clearly feel his anger rising up in his veins.
"Maa ho kya tum meri?" He said rudely banging his hand on the side table of the bed, while shehnaaz shakes her head a little scared but all she knows is he'll never hurt her in any inappropriate way.
"Nhi na! Toh yeh sub karne ki zarurat nhi hai na tum meri maa ho na tum meri girlfriend ho nahi tum meri biwi ho toh apni aukat mai raho apni , samjhi na!?" He pushed her a little sitting on the edge of the bed making her heart drop in her stomach by his words.
"Mai koi nhi hu teri?" She asked him looking at tge floor making tears flow from her eyes listening to his words she don't know what to do now if his answer didn't came what she want.
"Haan tu koi nhi hai meri yaar galey padi hai" sidharth said with a disgusted look on his face making shehnaaz breath heavily and lips shiver in sadness.
"Tu toh merese pyaar karta haina?" She asked with the last hope in her eyes looking directly into his soul making his heart wrenched to see her tears.
"Maine bol?"
"Huh?"
"Maine kabhi bola teko ki mai terese pyaar karta hu?"
"Nhi!"
"Toh miss shehnaaz kaur gill how can you expect me to love you? How can you say that i love you?"
"Kyuke hum dono ke bich kuch hua hai" she shouts listening to his talks making which was breaking her apart and tearing her soul.
"Woh galati thi ek! Meko nhi pata tha I'll loose my control" he said holding her shoulder.
"Aur tune soch bhi kaise li ki mai terese pyaar karunga haan tune apna standard dekhi hai? Huh? Tere jaisi ladki ko mai apne aas paas bhi nhi rakhta hu aur tu toh pyaar karne ki baat karri hai, bloody illiterate" he push her making her loss her balance and stumble her steps she's regretting falling for him.
Galati teri nhi thi galati meri thi jo maine terese pyaar ki" shehnaaz stated heart broken laving sidharth with no emotion but soon he smiled looking at her face.
"Galati ka ahsaas hona accha hai" sidharth said making shehnaaz angry she raised her hand to slap him and she did making sidharth smile.
"Maine tujhe woh di thi jo maine kisiko nhi di" shehnaaz shouted making sidharth chukle.
"Kya? Your virginity? I don't care it was your decision, I didn't force you" he said this breaking every wall of breaking her heart, she feel shatter everything came to an end this wasn't the happy ending she wanted, she cried to herself for believing this cunning man in front of her.
"Isska kya?" She asked him showing the ring which he gifted her saying the same thing "pyaar dosti hai, aur tu dost and toh..please meko aage boolne mat laga" that was the day shehnaaz was on cloud nine listening to his indirect proposal.
"Ohh, yeh an expensive ring jo mai apni saari girlfriend's ko deta hu"
"But tune toh bola mai teri koi nhi lagti"
"Teko use kiya maine"
"Kya?"
"Haan ops abb kya karengi shehnaaz gill woh toh use hogae sidharth shukla na use karlia ussko, oh shit abb kya kare? Bloody looser you are shehnaaz gill" he said making her heart skip a beat she started crying now loudly.
"Sub natak thana tera?" She shouts "mai kabhi zindagi mai terese baat karna nhi chahati aur na hi kabhi karungi" now this was shehnaaz's time to repeat this line.
She punched the tiffin which was kept on the table making it fall before leaving his home after taking her purse and leaving everything just when she was about to leave the home she was on the door step she look behind came back and kneel down in front of sidharth who was showing his back to her now took two steps back thinking what is she doing.
She remove her "payal" which sidharth gifted her this was the first ever gift sidharth gave her and she was suppose to keep it with her till her last breath but today its the end of sidnaaz.
Sidharth gasp loudly as she kept the payal on the table and left as he heard the thud sound of the door closing he fell on his knees and starting crying loudly taking heavy breath looking at the payal he never wanted this to happen.
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