I will vent in an another story I promise. Never mind my fucking brain refuses to write about my life. :/
Max says being a boy is harder than being a girl.....lies
Girls are seen as sex toys, teenage pregnancy.....rape....periods, kids, getting jobs is harder because some people are like that
Max says male suicides are more....because girls break boys hearts...they do that cuz they don't get attention....like I did with Max, I never meant to do anything to hurt him but I just wanted to feel loved by someone who cares.
And if you're like me...then....acceptance...being trans, like girls. Dating a girl and loving her, wanting to be a guy. It's easier....to be a guy.
I wish max could hear my problems and I can hear his, we could be best friends....but he doesn't understand
Max is one of the most toxic guys I've dated. I never felt loved. He told me he did but he never showed it....I hated that... when I would tell him he would yell at me, and tell me to kill myself....Elijah was rude but not a dick...
I should've learned...never date guys
MY GENDER DYPHOBIA:
Why can't we be what we want?
That's the question I ask myself all the time. Why can't I be who I am? The answer of course is my father doesn't allow me to be myself. He wants me to be the dream child, the dream daughter, well I'm not. I'm a useless child, I'm failing school, I'm suicidal and I can't figure out who I like. Do I like girls, or do I like boys? I like both, but my father says I must like boys or I am a useless girl. I'm already a useless girl, I was bullied! How would I not know that I am a useless kid? Now time to answer the question you have all been asking. What do you want to be that your father says no to? I WANT TO BE A BOY! My dad says that I can't be a boy I must be a girl and have kids and marry a BOY but I love girls and boys, my current crush is a girl...and I'm scared that my dad will hit me if I tell him that I am a bisexual, I'm not straight, I'm lesbian but I'm not. UGH! Why can't you accept me as who I am?!
I am dating a girl and I love her and I'll would do almost anything for my sweetheart.
She's my princess, I'm the villain that kidnaps the princess. It's not my fault that she fell in love with me...well I love her so you can't do anything about it!!!
