Sex, Love , Heart breaks & Ties

Chapter 1

" Dr Clemens!, I could really make use of a glass of wine right now" Jacqueline yelled as she stormed into Lauren Clemens her Psychology lecturer's office , She was frustrated ,it was just her first month back to University, she really thought she had it all together  until she started getting filled with guilt from her past again.
She recently started having therapy sessions with her lecturer after class. She felt an instant connection with her ever since she met her , it's like she has known her a lifetime but it was really just the first time they met.
"Jacqueline!" Lauren yelled with a welcoming voice as she looked up at her and stood up from her office chair leading her with her arms to the comfortable Sofa on the other side of the office ,
" Oh and it's Lauren, Please adopt, will you?"  She continued addressing  her as she got comfortable in her sit opposite the sofa.
Jacqueline nodded with her eyebrows and buried her face in her hands.
Lauren poured wine for them , the only sound between them was the sound of pouring wine, looking at her student ,she really looked messed up , her face was still buried in her hands her hair was neatly tucked into a bun with a pen at the back of her head.
Jacqueline had a rough day, she broke down at least 3 times, thinking of how painful it was being in the hospital for the past 5 months, she got really ill and got admitted in the hospital after she had that terrible abortion, No one came to visit her, her family was already dealing with the embarrassment she brought to them so they wanted nothing to do with her at all.
She made a few friends there but they were not always there since they had their own illnesses to deal with, so she would wake up in the mornings starring at the same old ceiling of her room and cry her eyes out.
She lost so much weight that her collar bones and cheekbones where perfectly visible.
The nurse that was taking care of her was not so friendly to help her with eating.
"So tell me Jacqueline, how are you feeling today?" Lauren asked sipping from her glass.

Tears filled Jacqueline's eyes as she looked up and answered "Isn't it all visible? Like don't I look messed up enough? I don't think i am fit enough for this whole thing anymore" .

"Oh Jacky, it's okay to cry when you don't feel okay"
Lauren answered pity fully.

" No Lauren, you don't Understand! Maybe if I kept the babe my whole life would've been together right now, like I wouldn't have been here disturbing you with my problems and...."

(....phone ringing....)
Lauren excused herself so she takes her call.
" Babe... Uhm... Yes,Student Therapy... oh Okay you can come get the keys from my office.. bye... I love you.")

" Sorry, My fiancé" she smiled "his car sort of broke down so he is coming to get my keys"

"Must be really nice to be in love ,Lauren"

"Oh , Come On Jacqueline, Love is beautiful, and you know it"

"Yeah , but fucked up too" she smiled " I mean what is love when , the only person you want to be with left you because you couldn't keep a pregnancy?"

"Okay, now that's Some fucked up shit right there, why don't you tell me more about it , Jacky?" She asked and positioned herself in her chair again.

Just before Jacqueline could say a word, The office door flung open as a handsome gentleman barged in , his eyes sparkled and their corners crinkled. His smile was bright enough to bring light to even the darkest corners of the office, his scent was outrageously expensive , sexy and you could smell it from a distance. His neatly ironed suit was shiny and you could notice it from a distance.

"On my table , hunny" Lauren said

Jacqueline turned her head to her side to see the man that made her Lecturer blush so much. Her Jaw dropped as her eyes made contact with Michael's , she had expected to see anyone else than her Ex boyfriend who left her when she needed him the most.

Michael went on his knees and begged her not to terminate the pregnancy, he promised to take care of the both of them but her mind was filled with nothing else but thoughts of how she didn't want a child at the moment, she was hungry for nothing else but her degree , she couldn't afford to lose the only thing that was going to save her from her family's dirty money.

"Stop it , Michael stop begging me! I can do anything else for you but keeping this pregnancy for you is not one of them!"

"What kind of heartless creature are you? All I am asking of you is to keep that baby for me and you are acting like I am asking you to give me the whole world?"
"I am not going to sit here and listen to you insult me just because of your selfish desires Michael ,I am done making up my mind and it's either you help me with this or you don't !"
The room was filled with silence for a moment, they where just starring at each other without exchanging words anymore.

"Uhm...Jacky?? shall we proceed then? Lauren asked her snapping her back to reality .

" Oh ... uhm ..your husband?, he.. left?" She positioned herself upright on the sofa

" My Fiancé" she corrected "and yes he left a while ago, I realized you blacked out again because you where not responding to his greetings,what was on your mind this time?"

" hmmff, a lot" she responded in shock
" hey I kind off need to go complete my assignments, we will catch up tomorrow." She finished and left the office.

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Author's Note: is she going to look for him and confront him?
Well let's see what happens in the next chapter

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